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NO JEALOUSY~~~~, i just dont have pictures w my girls yet... Anw im fucking excited for D&D. HEHEHEHEHEHE Im supposed, ok not im we are the theme is hollywood. I wna be kimora leh, but my boobs are abit too small hor.... i wanted to be mary kate, i told sibeichio she gave me this face -.- ok i give up. I told beanz i wna be myself, she's like you in hollywood one meh? THX LOR. Maybe i should just be william hung & bang bang my dinner & dance away.
I'm such a disappointment. My words are so crude, so brainless. I hate how i'm so pessimistic bout everything in my life now. Seriously, what have i become? I've never felt more shitty in my life. Me being stupid me thinking that i'm the most pathetic creature in this world doesnt realise how true my friends are. Those whom i've hurt w my stupidity, my *the most horrible word to describe a person's character*. Honestly, what the fuck is true. If you were to question me & define true, i'll go ummm... ya.... err.....idk also la. zzzzz
So disappointed in myself. I used to be so so happy, like one ball of fats, one ball of fats whose happy, one ball of fats whose happy & optimistic, one ball of fats whose happy & optimistic &... skinnier. HAHAHA Aiyaaaaaa wra0zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I really dk what have i become. So monsterous, so demonic, so devilicious. Can someone just kill me & bring back the OLD emily whose friendster name was emily the beatboxx then to emily presley. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Can't believe i still rmrbr my FRIENDSTER name. WHUTTT?!?!?! WLAO REALLY LAAAAA. last time also got no proj work to stress, no boys in sch ( I CAN RUN AROUND IN THE TOILET W MY BRA LOR, LIFT MY PINAFORM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CANTEEN TO SCRATCH MY BACK, WAVE SANITARY PADS IN THE AIR W MY HANDS UP HIGH YO YO, RUN AROUND IN MY SHEER BLOUSE & STAINED SHORTS FEELING PROUD ), no stupid poly people to make me so depress in life.
Ok poly is evil. Today, 21 january 2011, 12:28am, i vow to find my old self. The one who place pride @ the back of her ass, the one whose so fucking noisy & irritating BUT HAPPY, the one ummmm aiya too much to type down. Really la, this is serious i wanna change so badly. zzzzz. Anw, i think i've got depression, slight depression. Im always so normal in front of people but when im alone, i feel like im suicidal. WLAO SIAO-NESS. Then people ask me you ok not why so sad, i'll be like HAHAHAHA WHERE GOT *LAUGHSLAUGHS SMILESMILE* zzzzzz. Only w my girls, i'll be emo nemo femo zeroo not hero. Ok i need to rush my fucking projects now. BAI.
WLAO I DAMN STRESS LA FUCK, dk to stay on LJ or shift to blogger. fcw$@^$y&yrw *SMILEY FACE* cuz i cannot be angsty anymore. HAHAHAHA WTF BYE
damn lame.... but i rly miss twitter :/
EVER HEARD OF THE SHOW : BESTFRIENDS COME IN A PACKAGE OF SEVEN? HAHAHA THATS MY GELAKS MUACKXZ :*