Jul 05, 2011 21:14
So I found this card and it said exactly what I would have wanted to write:
Since we met
I can honestly say
that I've loved every minute
we've spent together.
I mean it. It's been wonderful.
And I feel myself liking you more and more
each time we talk.
You have this amazing ability
to make me feel happy-
about myself,
about the funny little things in life...
but mostly just about being with you.
Because it's a very good place to be.
[Open Card]
I'm lucky I met you,
and I want you to know
just how great I think you are.
J. Gahr
So I added to it the following:
They were sold out of the blank ones, but I don't think I could have said it any better. All I have is time, and I will wait for you to decide. Regardless of how this plays out, this is how I'll feel.
Babe!
So I placed that on her windshield while she was at work on Sunday. We had planned to get together in the afternoon but her work schedule got changed. I figured when she got the card after work, she would either call me or send me a text. I received neither. Of course I can't be 100% positive that she got the card, but the odds against it are very slim. I did receive a text from her the next day saying happy 4th. That could have just been a group text to everyone in her phone.
So taking everything into consideration, I guess I just didn't have what it took to make her realize what she had. The words have not yet been spoken, but I know it deep down that she is done with me. Whether she sticks around in my life is unknown. All I can do is continue on to the next chapter of my life. This story isn't over yet, there are plenty of fascinating unwritten verses remaining. Who will write them is yet to be determined.