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I've never been so stressed out in my entire life. Orals and internal assessements were nothing compared to this. My schedual the last few days has actually been relatively calm:
Monday
7 am wake up (keep in mind I went to bed at 3 the night before because of my French essay)
7:30 breakfast
8 transcription
9 theory/turn in time card
10 class
12:15 lunch
1 practice for harpsichord lesson (the only practice I got all week on harpsichord)
2 harpsichord lesson
2:30 class
3:30 house job
3:45 visit Ian (fun! for once...)
4:30 meet with my advisor to talk about how stressed I've been.
5 Practice organ
6:20 dinner, read (I read through/during dinner quite often nowadays), go over to Glenn's, read, watch Scrubs, go back to my room and go to sleep at 10:45
That was a good day. Monday a week ago I was busy doing something related to work (including meal time) from 8 am to 11:30 pm. It was awful. The next day was almost the same. And still I wasn't (still am not) getting all my work/reading/practicing done. By Friday I was a crying, emotional, exhausted mess. Yesterday I went to the school counciling center and it really helped and it's been helping. I don't feel so guilty for hanging out with friends and for not being able to work 15 hours a day. This is still insane. This whole semester will be insane. And then I'll do it to myself again. WTF?!
Monday
7 am wake up (keep in mind I went to bed at 3 the night before because of my French essay)
7:30 breakfast
8 transcription
9 theory/turn in time card
10 class
12:15 lunch
1 practice for harpsichord lesson (the only practice I got all week on harpsichord)
2 harpsichord lesson
2:30 class
3:30 house job
3:45 visit Ian (fun! for once...)
4:30 meet with my advisor to talk about how stressed I've been.
5 Practice organ
6:20 dinner, read (I read through/during dinner quite often nowadays), go over to Glenn's, read, watch Scrubs, go back to my room and go to sleep at 10:45
That was a good day. Monday a week ago I was busy doing something related to work (including meal time) from 8 am to 11:30 pm. It was awful. The next day was almost the same. And still I wasn't (still am not) getting all my work/reading/practicing done. By Friday I was a crying, emotional, exhausted mess. Yesterday I went to the school counciling center and it really helped and it's been helping. I don't feel so guilty for hanging out with friends and for not being able to work 15 hours a day. This is still insane. This whole semester will be insane. And then I'll do it to myself again. WTF?!