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I am so goddamn sick of all this drama! But I'm glad it's over now... Or at least I'm ignoring it. I just don't really care anymore. That's it and I really don't care. I think it's a whole big misunderstanding and it's not important to me anymore. I'm just going to let it go. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't want to think about it. This is one of those moments where I wish life had an eraser so I could just not remember it or that it never happened. That's it.
Now... I'm going to talk about a different kind of drama! Yayness! We had our drama play this morning for all of wickedly awesome highschoolers and I did alright I suppose. I hate that whole Benji part. It's not that I don't like Benji I just find it rather extremely uncomfortable. I didn't screw up any of my parts although some were skipped which is just fine and dandy, but god... We still screwed up. Because of the same person again too. But other than that we did awesome! Everyone said I did good and mom sent me flowers and that was kind of embaressing, but whatever. Everyone just did so awesome especially Gina. Before drama I had no idea she could act like that but she is just perfect for the part of Alexandra (Andy)and everyone is just doing sooo awesome. Today was just so much fun too... I had absolutely no idea Doug, Benji, and Jason were going to do that as they walked down the steps after Gina even though they did that during practice. I thought that they thought it would have too much sexual innuendo but it was awesome and then when Kurt said for schnizzle! That was the best... Good job everyone... LoL.
Tonight the big one for the adults and I'm sooooo nervous. As soon as I woke up this morning I thought I was going to throw up and started dry heaving because I was extremely nervous but then I went and it was great. Afterwards we ordered pizza and then me and Gina went home because we really didn't feel like being at school anymore and so we could rest for tonight which I'm sooo nervous about it.
I have such a headache right now but I'm just out in my own little world right now... I just cannot wait until I can do another play or do something else. The adrenaline I feel is so great.
Well... I'm going to go now... I'm hoping everything goes great for awhile and all this misunderstanding shit goes out of the way.
Love ya babes...
.a.l.y.s.s.a.
P.S. I can't believe you actually believed they were my friends today! What were you thinking... I hate those two... You think I'd lower myself to be friends with them... I really don't think so. But whatever... LoL.
P.P.S. Okay so anyways... You people actually thought I really, really liked this person. Okay... LoL. It's hilarious but that's not really the case. I like him but not in that way. I think he's hot and I liked him as a make out buddy which might sound a bit skanky of me but I don't really care. That's just the case. LoL.
Now... I'm going to talk about a different kind of drama! Yayness! We had our drama play this morning for all of wickedly awesome highschoolers and I did alright I suppose. I hate that whole Benji part. It's not that I don't like Benji I just find it rather extremely uncomfortable. I didn't screw up any of my parts although some were skipped which is just fine and dandy, but god... We still screwed up. Because of the same person again too. But other than that we did awesome! Everyone said I did good and mom sent me flowers and that was kind of embaressing, but whatever. Everyone just did so awesome especially Gina. Before drama I had no idea she could act like that but she is just perfect for the part of Alexandra (Andy)and everyone is just doing sooo awesome. Today was just so much fun too... I had absolutely no idea Doug, Benji, and Jason were going to do that as they walked down the steps after Gina even though they did that during practice. I thought that they thought it would have too much sexual innuendo but it was awesome and then when Kurt said for schnizzle! That was the best... Good job everyone... LoL.
Tonight the big one for the adults and I'm sooooo nervous. As soon as I woke up this morning I thought I was going to throw up and started dry heaving because I was extremely nervous but then I went and it was great. Afterwards we ordered pizza and then me and Gina went home because we really didn't feel like being at school anymore and so we could rest for tonight which I'm sooo nervous about it.
I have such a headache right now but I'm just out in my own little world right now... I just cannot wait until I can do another play or do something else. The adrenaline I feel is so great.
Well... I'm going to go now... I'm hoping everything goes great for awhile and all this misunderstanding shit goes out of the way.
Love ya babes...
.a.l.y.s.s.a.
P.S. I can't believe you actually believed they were my friends today! What were you thinking... I hate those two... You think I'd lower myself to be friends with them... I really don't think so. But whatever... LoL.
P.P.S. Okay so anyways... You people actually thought I really, really liked this person. Okay... LoL. It's hilarious but that's not really the case. I like him but not in that way. I think he's hot and I liked him as a make out buddy which might sound a bit skanky of me but I don't really care. That's just the case. LoL.