Reflections of the "vacation holiday"
Dawn left today, well yesterday if you want to be technical, however it was wonderful minus a few choice moments caused by a few choice people.
Saturday for was spent shopping, a few introductions, talking, getting fucking harassed like its not even funny. We swear anyone and everyone that could ruin the day attempted to and for the life of me I can't even understand why. Especially when we have one person being an "innocent victum" calling purposely (more than likely) to start shit. Yet the talk went well and a lot of things were talked about and cleared up that needed to be cleared up. Somethings took a little more effort than others, but it didn't matter because like I said everything got dealt with and that makes me happy.
Sunday we went to Victor's house and it was really a HUGE disappointment. I felt let down by almost EVERYONE and that really hurt since I made this out to be a BIG deal that just belly flopped horribly. What upset me is that well everyone seemed to treat her has if seeing her was NOTHING and that is an insult to the both of us that I take very personal. Amanda I can understand that she is shy and whatnot so that really wasn't to big of a deal, but Soto doing nothing, but Diablo, Jeremy either doing nothing, but playing Yugioh or listening to music, Dan not only being late, but acting like the biggest fucking asshole ever... that was what really set me off. Victor was really the only one who made her feel welcomed and treated her like her coming over was important and that I deeply am thankful for.
Dan however, sits there and shows up late says nothing about what happened to his car then waits until 11:10pm at night to say that he can't do Dawn and me a favor. However what I find funny is that he can go out of his way to take Jeremy home. Meanwhile taking Dawn and me to our hotel is right on the way to his house, but lets not do that because hey thats "Going out of my way" and "using" Dan. I have never been inside of this kid's car and not given him atleast some gas money and if I didn't then its because I bought him food or whatever... yet I "use" him like a "cab". So Dawn and I walked for an hour and a half to get to the hotel since Dan had to be a dick about shit reguardless of the "my car sucks EXCUSE" because an excuse is EXACTLY what it is. The only thing good about him being a dick was that Dawn and me found an excuse to talk about things for almost 2 hours.
Monday came along and my mother was yet another disappointment in the life of the world. She sat there and did make up for who knows how long and then acted like meeting her wasn't really that big of a deal. Yet when we didn't make it to dinner with Frank she flips because she missed a chance to look like a decent mom and to make things look like THEY actually care. So we skipped out on dinner since I NEVER miss my anime club meeting and I REALLY REALLY wanted Bev and Rob to meet Dawn. I brought all my drawing books and Rob gave me some pointers on my drawing method and shading because well he is a professional and he probably believes I could do much better. I probably could if I take his advice. We got to see the Final Fantasy 7 movie and it fucking owns... just so unbelieveably well done. Dawn cuddled up to me the whole movie despite the fact my legs kept falling asleep driving me nuts. She is such an amazing girl for being able to deal with me and for sticking with me. Dawn and Rob talked quite a bit which I think is a good thing because here I am dreading he is gonna think badly of her and well obviously he didn't. That made my night really because him and her getting along. In fact I think that was probably the most enjoyable night there by far.
Tuesday was good minus the fact that I was sad because she had to leave and I really didn't want her to... I wished I could of went with her or that she could stay... just something like that. We went to Mahkahino and the food was very good... I had way more sushi than usual and for some reason the wasabi seemed stronger than usual or maybe I'm just not used to it anymore. She liked the food and well afterwards things kinda got a little upsetting for the both of us, but its all good because we can somehow always talk things out better when we're in person. That makes me happy because I know that'll make things easy when we're living together. After she left I ended up having to work until late, but its all good I got my work done and got a decent amount of hours put in so hopefully this week won't be too bad. Well thats about all for what happened. And thats all I got to say about that. lol.
Saturday for was spent shopping, a few introductions, talking, getting fucking harassed like its not even funny. We swear anyone and everyone that could ruin the day attempted to and for the life of me I can't even understand why. Especially when we have one person being an "innocent victum" calling purposely (more than likely) to start shit. Yet the talk went well and a lot of things were talked about and cleared up that needed to be cleared up. Somethings took a little more effort than others, but it didn't matter because like I said everything got dealt with and that makes me happy.
Sunday we went to Victor's house and it was really a HUGE disappointment. I felt let down by almost EVERYONE and that really hurt since I made this out to be a BIG deal that just belly flopped horribly. What upset me is that well everyone seemed to treat her has if seeing her was NOTHING and that is an insult to the both of us that I take very personal. Amanda I can understand that she is shy and whatnot so that really wasn't to big of a deal, but Soto doing nothing, but Diablo, Jeremy either doing nothing, but playing Yugioh or listening to music, Dan not only being late, but acting like the biggest fucking asshole ever... that was what really set me off. Victor was really the only one who made her feel welcomed and treated her like her coming over was important and that I deeply am thankful for.
Dan however, sits there and shows up late says nothing about what happened to his car then waits until 11:10pm at night to say that he can't do Dawn and me a favor. However what I find funny is that he can go out of his way to take Jeremy home. Meanwhile taking Dawn and me to our hotel is right on the way to his house, but lets not do that because hey thats "Going out of my way" and "using" Dan. I have never been inside of this kid's car and not given him atleast some gas money and if I didn't then its because I bought him food or whatever... yet I "use" him like a "cab". So Dawn and I walked for an hour and a half to get to the hotel since Dan had to be a dick about shit reguardless of the "my car sucks EXCUSE" because an excuse is EXACTLY what it is. The only thing good about him being a dick was that Dawn and me found an excuse to talk about things for almost 2 hours.
Monday came along and my mother was yet another disappointment in the life of the world. She sat there and did make up for who knows how long and then acted like meeting her wasn't really that big of a deal. Yet when we didn't make it to dinner with Frank she flips because she missed a chance to look like a decent mom and to make things look like THEY actually care. So we skipped out on dinner since I NEVER miss my anime club meeting and I REALLY REALLY wanted Bev and Rob to meet Dawn. I brought all my drawing books and Rob gave me some pointers on my drawing method and shading because well he is a professional and he probably believes I could do much better. I probably could if I take his advice. We got to see the Final Fantasy 7 movie and it fucking owns... just so unbelieveably well done. Dawn cuddled up to me the whole movie despite the fact my legs kept falling asleep driving me nuts. She is such an amazing girl for being able to deal with me and for sticking with me. Dawn and Rob talked quite a bit which I think is a good thing because here I am dreading he is gonna think badly of her and well obviously he didn't. That made my night really because him and her getting along. In fact I think that was probably the most enjoyable night there by far.
Tuesday was good minus the fact that I was sad because she had to leave and I really didn't want her to... I wished I could of went with her or that she could stay... just something like that. We went to Mahkahino and the food was very good... I had way more sushi than usual and for some reason the wasabi seemed stronger than usual or maybe I'm just not used to it anymore. She liked the food and well afterwards things kinda got a little upsetting for the both of us, but its all good because we can somehow always talk things out better when we're in person. That makes me happy because I know that'll make things easy when we're living together. After she left I ended up having to work until late, but its all good I got my work done and got a decent amount of hours put in so hopefully this week won't be too bad. Well thats about all for what happened. And thats all I got to say about that. lol.