Sep 27, 2005 00:09
he is 19. is that bad
they say think of myself has having 13 brothers. ok step brothers.
or else they say..we are just one big family...one big incestuous family.
vinnie called me tonight...after a week of no communications. i guess that was nice. hopefully i will talk to him soon but things between the two of us i think had better be laid to rest. i will always remember him as the first boy i could have loved...it will never be bad
i really love ken stewarts. i have so much fun with those boys. we all went out the other night and good times were had by all. probably eventually if i'm started to feel myself burning out i will quit west point or at least dramatically reduce my hours. i just feel so much more apart of a family at ken stewarts. i want to get to know then and they want to get to know me. i kinda feel like i've known everybody for forever though.
i found an apt i really really want. i hope its gods will for me to get it and things work out like i am hoping for. its perfectly ideal for me.
i'm glad to be back in ohio. i really am. i'm feeling confidant about my choices now.