i am a very odd person. every time i think about selling my textbooks, i second-guess myself. i feel as though i will lose some access to knowledge by letting the writings go. i want to save my hardly-used chemistry book for some lite bedtime reading so i can keep up-to-date with the atoms and electrons of this world.
i really wish i had worked at the Brunswick Pool this summer. i think i would have had more fun working with other Brunswick High products, especially fabulous people like Hugh McGovern. but alas, i missed this opportunity. perhaps next summer i will work there, given said cool and fun people are returning. we shall see.
this thought came to me while i was sitting in the dentist office this afternoon. they have plastic chairs shaped like teeth in the play area. i would really like to purchase one some day. i have to get my wisdom teeth out at some point; they're going to get cavities because they are so far back in my mouth.
on july 15, 2006, i was introduced to the art of battling.
holy crap, it's fantastic.
it's kind of hard to describe in words, but it involves weapons made of pvc piping, pool noodles, and duct tape. i think that says enough.
i discovered the juice bar with m-faub. it's pretty neat, if a bit pricey; you should check it out regardless.
i went to ocean city with people and took
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then I saw Lady in the Water, which was a very interesting movie, regardless of what the masses say, before attempting to drive to Columbia on July 22, 2006. i say "attempting" because on the way there, my neon met a telephone pole
but fortunately, things turned out ok, and sean and i were able to create THE BEST THING EVER THAT HAS BEEN IN THE WORKS SINCE MARCH 2006!!!
lazy sundaeyea. i'm probably hyping it a bit much.
you have to pay six to seven dolla to go to the beach in new jersey.
wtf?
the only thing the jefferson carnival has to offer is bingo. well, and fried oreos and teenage moms, if you're into that kind of thing.
Accepted is a fun film; it was probably modeled after me and my desires-circa-last-year to make my own college, except i'm smarter than the lead college-maker. The Night Listener was not what I expected it to be.
i finally went canoeing whilst visiting Danny in salisbury with Juliet!!! i love canoeing.
i was also finally reunited with the Spencer household when Kristen came home last week. we explored condemned areas of frederick county on wednesday. we decided to forgo the remainder of our college experience and use our tuition money to buy
one day i will put all of my pictures on here.
i've also decided that the only hope this world has is to kill everyone and pull a re-do on the human race. our society is not built for people to care about and be considerate of one another. we'd have to start over with an entirely new generation and raise them in a world where these morals and values are present. people have been conditioned to be absurdly ridiculous in the way they settle things. i mean, war? yea, let's have a little fight with swords and guns and oh wait, now we'll use bombs too, and whoever wins, they get to keep that tree over there, and the mountain. it definitely wouldn't make sense for us to talk about this dispute and come to some sort of fair agreement. because we don't know what "fair" is. to you, it's your side getting the mountain; to me, it's my side getting the tree...and the mountain.
...the terrorists are going to keep terrorizing, even though the countries they have issues with are never going to concede to their actions, because, oh yes, these countries want their way too. both sides could never do anything that someone else wanted, and they don't realize that those someones will never stop asking.
so the problem is with the mindset of each side, of humanity in general, and this mindset cannot be changed with the way people have been conditioned. sure, survival of the fittest plays a part in these feelings, but it can't be the only reason, right?
give me a complete, global totalitarianship ruled by God or some being society has been led to believe and trust as God (although in such a culture, i would advocate mass contrarianism and defiance of whatever rules were put forth...hypocrite) or anarchy. that's all that will work, mainly because nothing will work.
i need to pick a major. government and politics? journalism? philosophy? make my own, film-induced, area of study? go back to my scientific/mathematical routes? dance is there, but i need another.
i was going to go to the beach alone today, since not only could i not find any friends to accompany me, but my parents did not want to go either. (those of you with siblings/close families that actually do things together, be thankful.) however, i have convinced my friend Tina from college park to accompany me tomorrow morning, so i am now leaving then and with her. she can only stay for one night though, so if i stay for the rest of the originally-planned tenure, i will be alone i suppose.
i highly recommend the subways.