Insomia = rambeling thoughts
so the one night i actually need to go to bed early i can't, sat in bed for about an hour waiting for sleep to come and...nothing it's a little crazy. It's strange now that i finally know what i'm planning on doing i have so much free time i end up forgetting that i have something that needs to be done, aka tax's and new going to SOS for a new photo for my horizontal ID w00t.
It's pretty nifty finally knowing what i'm majoring in, altho i aways figured that once i got that i was done yeah wrong now i have to decide what i'm going to do with a major in socoiology argh.
I can't get it out f my head how it just happens there is no reason for it i mean i guess tere are factors that add up to it making sense but there are also so many things that make it not make sense that it just..... maybe it's time to switch tactics but then i'm no better than i was before and i thought i'd moved past this but i can't get past the fact that feeling like this blows, i'm thinking of going back just to stop this feeling and thats what worries me the idea that i can be a jackass, especially how i was being one i mean it worked for whatever reason it definetly worked but it just bothers me that i can't explain why. altho i guess that's human nature for you it's just something that you can't break down into variables to be repeated and garentieed success. well i guess i'll try sleeping again maybe it'll work this time.
It's pretty nifty finally knowing what i'm majoring in, altho i aways figured that once i got that i was done yeah wrong now i have to decide what i'm going to do with a major in socoiology argh.
I can't get it out f my head how it just happens there is no reason for it i mean i guess tere are factors that add up to it making sense but there are also so many things that make it not make sense that it just..... maybe it's time to switch tactics but then i'm no better than i was before and i thought i'd moved past this but i can't get past the fact that feeling like this blows, i'm thinking of going back just to stop this feeling and thats what worries me the idea that i can be a jackass, especially how i was being one i mean it worked for whatever reason it definetly worked but it just bothers me that i can't explain why. altho i guess that's human nature for you it's just something that you can't break down into variables to be repeated and garentieed success. well i guess i'll try sleeping again maybe it'll work this time.