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Im an idiot.
In life really.
I try to act smart and some times i feel like i know things.Ive tried to call my existence philosophical,or an artist,even some sort of revolutionary.But the truth about it is i have nothing special about me im simply a tool like everyone else.Sure we all have our potential but for what?I simply have my life on some sort of hold.Now dont get me wrong ive lived my life,oh hoohoho have i lived my life,but the progression aspect of it hasnt really changed.I sometimes dont deal with responsibility,instead i just let it all pass me by.I prefer to be in a shell,or in some place where the world vanishes.When the lake house get together ended i got real fucked in the head.Towards the end of it alot of good discussions where happening.But then out of no where everything just shut down everyone left.When im in a moment like that it feels like itll float on forever.I love being in that point when you lose your self and you fall into the dream within the dream.I do try to be loyal,honest,helpful.but some times i just seem to fail.
When my sister ripped us off she stole my identity in the process...thats hilarious hahaha IDENTITY THEFT!!SHE STOLE ME ON SOME PAPERS!Its like its my soul or something.What the hell is a soul any ways.We would like to think we are unique enough to have one but truth be told all we are are dust particles from supernovas.So we come from nothing and we will return to nothing.Reincarnation through your particals returning to some spot.It could all still be the genius of an "intelligent designer",god breaths and lives all around us.Every moment is god.God is law.Law is God.We live in such strange times.IM way off the point.
My sister stole my birth certificate and social security card.A few months after that i found out that i had at least one warrent out for my arrest in california.Ive never been to cali but that ment i was now wanted in 3 states.I automatically knew that it was my sister.To this day i havent done anything about it.It pisses off my dad and leads him to belive that i sold my papers to my sister which really pisses me off that he would even begin to think that.But the truth is i just dont give a shit.how dose paper restrict me from living.
I really have to get on the fuckin ball tho.
Transformers had a contest to make Prime say a line in the movie.The winning one is "Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.The 2nd and 3rd place winners will be reocrded to say,"Thats how i roll"(which is fucking hilarious think about it in primes voice",and "Autobots..transform and roll out!!"which is much more natural.But yea then they have 4-10th place which im not sure what they are gonna do with it.
The day after thanksgiving Jorel got me the transformers movie 20th anniversiry on dvd as an early chirstmas present.It fucking kicked ass.I mean it still dose but i mean i was in shock.It compleatly remastered looks fucking amazing 5.1 dobly digital plus so much more.2 discs.."one shall stand one shall fall."Im so fucking damn exicted for the Transformers movie...its going to be fucking amazing.FUCKING AMAZING!
Turns out the new ninja turtles movie is all CG.What kind of shit is that.
The Bears have been kicking ass this season.2 loses out of 12 games.Monday nights game should be good.Daaaaaaaaaaa bearrssss.
In life really.
I try to act smart and some times i feel like i know things.Ive tried to call my existence philosophical,or an artist,even some sort of revolutionary.But the truth about it is i have nothing special about me im simply a tool like everyone else.Sure we all have our potential but for what?I simply have my life on some sort of hold.Now dont get me wrong ive lived my life,oh hoohoho have i lived my life,but the progression aspect of it hasnt really changed.I sometimes dont deal with responsibility,instead i just let it all pass me by.I prefer to be in a shell,or in some place where the world vanishes.When the lake house get together ended i got real fucked in the head.Towards the end of it alot of good discussions where happening.But then out of no where everything just shut down everyone left.When im in a moment like that it feels like itll float on forever.I love being in that point when you lose your self and you fall into the dream within the dream.I do try to be loyal,honest,helpful.but some times i just seem to fail.
When my sister ripped us off she stole my identity in the process...thats hilarious hahaha IDENTITY THEFT!!SHE STOLE ME ON SOME PAPERS!Its like its my soul or something.What the hell is a soul any ways.We would like to think we are unique enough to have one but truth be told all we are are dust particles from supernovas.So we come from nothing and we will return to nothing.Reincarnation through your particals returning to some spot.It could all still be the genius of an "intelligent designer",god breaths and lives all around us.Every moment is god.God is law.Law is God.We live in such strange times.IM way off the point.
My sister stole my birth certificate and social security card.A few months after that i found out that i had at least one warrent out for my arrest in california.Ive never been to cali but that ment i was now wanted in 3 states.I automatically knew that it was my sister.To this day i havent done anything about it.It pisses off my dad and leads him to belive that i sold my papers to my sister which really pisses me off that he would even begin to think that.But the truth is i just dont give a shit.how dose paper restrict me from living.
I really have to get on the fuckin ball tho.
Transformers had a contest to make Prime say a line in the movie.The winning one is "Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.The 2nd and 3rd place winners will be reocrded to say,"Thats how i roll"(which is fucking hilarious think about it in primes voice",and "Autobots..transform and roll out!!"which is much more natural.But yea then they have 4-10th place which im not sure what they are gonna do with it.
The day after thanksgiving Jorel got me the transformers movie 20th anniversiry on dvd as an early chirstmas present.It fucking kicked ass.I mean it still dose but i mean i was in shock.It compleatly remastered looks fucking amazing 5.1 dobly digital plus so much more.2 discs.."one shall stand one shall fall."Im so fucking damn exicted for the Transformers movie...its going to be fucking amazing.FUCKING AMAZING!
Turns out the new ninja turtles movie is all CG.What kind of shit is that.
The Bears have been kicking ass this season.2 loses out of 12 games.Monday nights game should be good.Daaaaaaaaaaa bearrssss.