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What does it take to be noticed anymore? Why do I bother with these people? I try to do what I should and what do I get, ignored…forgotten. They want me to be an assistant, well how could I do that when no one ever listens to what I have to say. Before I even start saying something some person has to always make a stupid comment there by taking any attention off me. Why the hell should I even stay? Maybe I should just act like they all treat me and disappear like they want. I’m so sick of this. Every time they go out no one even bothers to ask if I want to go because "oh he’s not important, who cares about him". It must be a situational thing because no one would even talk to me if I was just there. They will act all friendly one on one but when another person shows up "he’s not important so I’ll just go talk to this person" and then they wonder why I am depressed or moping. And what a waste of energy it would be to even try to talk to them in a group because no one cares enough to listen to me. Maybe I am being selfish but if I’m not who will be?