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[ultimademonxi]

Well lots is changing lately and thats good. Changing jobs, schools soon, may be moving etc, etc. Gonna buy a motorcycle this summer it's gonna be great. I'm not worried about dying because my philosophy is, when I die is the time I'm supposed to. If i die on a bike i would be fine with it. At least it would be fun. I gave blood today, it was quick and easy. There wasn't a line or anything, but now my arms numb after getting back from the butterfly with mark,kent,maire, cant lift my glass of water lol. Hope that changes soon, gonna start working out again for summer. No longer emo, I'm making good on my promise, but that could change at any time. At least I cover it up well lol. Thats all that matters, is that noone knows you feel crappy.

ill be ok i just dont know when