Been a while since the last time I've been here. Well since then I have a new journal and I guess it's time for a reapplication. Be kind. =]
The Basics of your personality.
Name/Nickname? Jaclyn(but I prefer Jackie). I'll also answer to Lala, but only if you're six.
Gender? Female.
Age? (No one under 13, please) 18
Zodiac? Gemini.
Would you like to be rated as a girl/boy/no matter? Doesn't matter to me.
Favorite color? Why? Purple because it makes me think of regal self confidence and pink because it makes me think of playful girly things. I also rather like black because it's scerene and mysterious.
Favorite FF game? Why? That's like making me choose between my children lol. (I really don't have any children lol.) I guess if you're gonna make me I'll have to pick VII and VIII. Why you ask? I don't know. VII in my opinion had the greatest story line. It appealed to my more adventureous side. VIII was strictly for the girly girl in me. I loved the innocent romance between Squall and Rinoa. Plus between Squall and Cloud my hot emo desires were satisfied thuroughly.
Favorite FF Character? Why? Again like making me choose between my children. I'm gonna go with Tifa. She was a strong female lead, like Aeris and Terra and Yuna but something else about her made her that much more awesome. She was flawed, and that made her more appealing. She didn't need anyone, but she wasn't as tough as she let on sometimes.
Are there any FF Characters you dislike? I was never partial to blue mages anyways but I'm gonna go with Quina. It just had no point in the story what so ever. It was filler, like someone who was there just so you could make two parties of four. There's no need for characters like that in my book. Same goes for Kimahri and probably Yuffie too, if you wanna cut it close. Not necessary. The only reason why I choose Quina specificaly is this: the sheer fact that I wanted to swallow Masamune whilst watching it fight. It was annoying as hell.
Hobbies/talents? Talents hmm? Singing, Playing the guitar, Playing the clarinet, painting, drawing, knitting/sewing, cooking. Hobbies...kickboxing, working out, swimming, shopping, hanging out with my girlies watching Laguna Beach (yes I know, I know.), babysitting (for extra cash), photography, and playing flag football with my boyfriend and his friends.
What are your strong attributes? confident, tough, maternal, reserved, protective, brave, selfless, big hearted, intelligent, passionate, determined, considerate, strong, sensitive, level-headed, strong-willed.
What are your weak attributes? jealous, stubborn, critical, judgemental,opinonated, sometimes I tend to guard my feelings also. I'm notorious for not letting people get too close.
Optimistic or Pessimistic? more optimistic than pessimistic, but I'm not naiive.
Extroverted or Introverted? (Outgoing or Shy) My friends will tell you I'm outgoing, but that's just because I wont take any shit from anyone. I'm content to be reserved, however I'm not shy. I have no problem approaching a stranger.
Confident or Modest? Confident.
Mature or Immature? Mature.
Logical or Intuitive? Logical, but I've come to rely on my intuition for many things. I would have to say both, though common sense is my best friend lol.
Deeper into your personality
I used to be a tomboy when I was younger. I was always one of the guys. Many of my guy friends still stuck with me, even after I was done fising for frogs in the creek, and playing sports with them. Now that I'm older, I still have that "tough girl" attitude, even though I'm more feminine, but when I'm in the right mood, you can see that bit of tomboy shining through. I'm a sensitive person, I always have been, and I'm considerate of other people's personal space try to be as respectful as I can. Sometimes, I'm so sensitive that I take too many things to heart and I end up thinking the worst. I get jealous also, especially when my boyfriend is with another girl, even if she and I are friends. That's not to say I'm controlling, I'm ususally reserved about it until he asks me what's wrong. I was at one point in my life trusting, but not so much anymore. I've been in one too many fights where someone has asked me to prove myself because they think I'm "a faker" or "I'm overconfident.", weather it was a fist fight or just a verbal one. I'm not afriad to put you in your place if you disresepct me, my family, or my friends. I'm not confrontational, but rather protective, a silent guardian type, especially when it comes to my younger brothers. Other than that I'm pretty much an average girl who likes to have fun with her friends.
What are some things you love? The ocean, anything and everything about it. Beautiful and bubbly on the surface, but underneath, dark dangerous and mysterious.I've always had a sense of oneness with it. I love nature too, especially at night. It's so cool and refreshing and it soothes you down to the very core. I also love animals, flowers, art, and kids. I'm a romantic at heart lol.
What are some things you absolutely hate and despise? I hate liars. More than anything. Far too many people aren't honest about what they feel and what they think because they're too busy trying to hide from it or please someone else. Just say what you mean! I also don't like low self-esteem or weakness in general. I never want to feel inadequate in the eyes of someone else. I don't like politicians and priests. Priests just seem to push an ideal on people and try to tell you how to live and what to think. Politicians are just...UGH! I hate government and politics in general. No one is in it for the good of the people and the future anymore...I also hate people who hit women, or animals, or men or anyone just to make themselves feel stronger. Those people are just weak on the inside, and are more cowardly when they try to take it out on someone else.
What weapon would you use? My fists or a sword or something of that nature. I need to be up close and in the fray so I can take control of what happens.
What superpower would you have if you could only have one superpower (e.g. invisibility, mind-reading) and why? Super speed. I could always be on time for everything in my busy schedule.
If you could be any animal, which would you be? Why? A wolf. I've always loved them. They're powerful creatures, feirce but loyal, and always staying together. They've got the power in numbers thing down.
What are a few items you just couldn't live without? hmmm mp3 player. Music is my escape. It sounds cliche but it really is. I think it's pathetic when people put they're computers here lol. Everything else is material. I have my memories, those are enough for me.
Would you rather have a ton of money and power or a ton of friends and supporters? Why? Friends and supporters. Money and power are nothing if you're lonely and cold inside.
You find that one of your most treasured possessions has disappeared. What do you think is the most likely cause of the disappearance? I'm a neat freak. Someone probably borrowed/stole it.
You have one day (or week?) to live, how do you spend it? With my friends and family, treasuring every single second I have with them.
Are family or friends more important to you and why? Incidentally, most of my family(cousins/aunts/uncles/etc) hate me, so I'm tempted to say my friends, but I would kill anyone who hurt my immediate family, so my IMEDIATE family, brothers and parents only. The rest of my family could die for all I care.
What is your most cherished memory? Why? There isn't a single memory I don't cherish.
Would you die for anything? hmmm. I would die fighting for my home, my family, or something I really believed in. Either way I would die protecting. That's what I'm about.
What do you think you'll be doing in 5-10 years? hahaha. Trying to find a job teaching someplace, I'm going to school to be an english teacher.
Extras...(and for all those fangirls or fanboys out there) What's your favorite pairing?! Oh crap lol. I'll just list my fandoms. CloudxTifa, VincentxYuffie, ZackxAeris, QuistisxSeifer, SeiferxFujin, SquallxRinoa, AerisxCloud,
And which character do you think you'll be stamped as? hahahaha. I don't know that's why I'm asking you guys ^-~
Where did you hear about us? My old journal...
If you can, please suggest one thing (new question, question to be taken out, whatever) to make this survey better: Nah it's pretty good. I think most other rating communties need a survey like the one you have. It's pretty in-depth.
Appearances..
Now post at least (3) clear photos of yourself. If you really don't want to post any, or don't have any, describe yourself the best you can. ^_^
yeah lol. I look so serious.
ahahaha behold my psychology homework in the background.
Taken in my brother's room...lol.
me going to my formal.
Sorry they're virtually all the same pose, and I'm not smiling. I took all those of myself, and I hate smiling for a camera. I think it's fake looking, unless you catch me actually smiling, it never looks good.