Death in the family but.....
My grandfather past away this evening, got a call from my mom and brother about it. He died from old age. My dad is on his way to Mexico with his brother and cousins to go attend to the family. The last time I reminder my grandfather was around 15 years old, it’s been awhile. I question myself when it comes to the issue of Death, because even though my grandfather just died I am not feeling anything from it. I do not feel sad, angry, depress or anything of that nature. This is not the first time ether that I felt this way. It feel like my body is nun to it sometimes and it is scary when someone dies in your family but you do not feel anything from it. I guess when people talks about Death it dose not bother me. Maybe I will be punish for not acting the way a human is being suppose to act when someone dies in your family or close friends. I lot of mystery in me that I have not found yet.