Nightmare updates
So this time, I was with my mother going on a long walk when I bring up the subject of gay adoption and marriage. All of a sudden she looks at me and says, this shouldn't be allowed. I was shocked! We arrive at Eliot while continuing this conversation, where she tells me that she thinks homosexuality is a disease, like depression, and it probably could be cured with something like prozac. She tells me how prozac has done her wonders and that maybe I should try it, that maybe that will fix it. We finally get to the classroom where Paul Silverstein is teaching, on the second floor (don't ask me why my mother is also a student) and she whispers to me that I am extremely sick and she refuses to accept me for whom I am. When I told her that she has accepted me in the past, she simply told me she changed her mind. At this point I began bawling and bawling and ran out of the classroom.
My mother went after me and found me telling me that she was worried that I may be suicidal, thinking that being suicidal is part of the homosexuality disease. I of course loved life too much and told her so. That I was simply really hurt by what she said, all she said was good.
I have no idea why I am getting nightmares all night. This was my first nightmare last night, my memory is blanking on the second one but I know it involved the show heroes and a twin brother who was like Cylar. There was also heroine involved.
My mother went after me and found me telling me that she was worried that I may be suicidal, thinking that being suicidal is part of the homosexuality disease. I of course loved life too much and told her so. That I was simply really hurt by what she said, all she said was good.
I have no idea why I am getting nightmares all night. This was my first nightmare last night, my memory is blanking on the second one but I know it involved the show heroes and a twin brother who was like Cylar. There was also heroine involved.