few days left
well there is only a few days left here in vegas ...i am excited and depressed at the same time ..heart is here with my best friend and it is half in new york with my family .....i wish that i could have the best of both worlds BUT thats just not in the cards.i have been a really big bitch the last few days ......i quit my jobb and got my ass chewed out by my gram and i just cried all day long. i am a fucking mess..but i cant wait to see my gram on sat ..i know that i just left her a week ago but man this journey home is going to be crazy!