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im a little concerned. this dude that i work with just found out that he has hepatitis a. apparently, he's had it for a while...and he barely stopped working here about a week ago. hes gonna be out for like a month or so...anyways....everyone is kinda starting to freak out. wondering if its contageous and if we should all go get tested..or go get a shot or something. paranoia...(will destroy ya)
so anyways, i finally had the talk of all talks with mike. i cried like a little bitch. but fuck it. i got everything out. and while he seemed to not be listening to me..which made me all the more pissed....things are slowly getting better. mike is the kind of person that doesnt like to talk about his emotions...ect. a real "tough guy" whatever!!! but yeah. he mentioned a few things i did that bothered him, and he admitted that things have been rather....shitty between us lately. so i told him, either you try to make this work...the way ive been trying to make it work...or we just call it quits and go our seperate ways. he didnt like the thought of that. so yeah. things have changed quite a bit. i dont want to get my hopes up. i mean....just cause hes being cool now, doesnt mean things are going to stay that way. and i know i should have a more "optimistic" view on the situation...but its hard. i guess i just have that bad habbit of always expecting the worst. this way im not too devastated when things go to shit...blah blah blah.
so anyways....yeah.
my brother moved back to the eastside...and i am so happy about that. i got to hang out with him the other day. good times good times. hes so cute. i was giving him the break down of the shit going on with me and mike, and he puts his hand on my shoulder and goes "dont worry sis, im here now." and you know what...it was real conforting to hear that. cause although hes a royal pain in the ass, my brother is one of the only people (if not the only one) that knows me, and understands me...almost better than i do myself. and possibly the only man that i actually trust wholeheartedly. completely. never any doubts in my mind. hes the only guy that i know for a fact would never do me wrong. intentionally anyway....hes always been like a father to me. more so than my own dad.
i feel like venting about one bitch that never ceases to amaze me..in her pathedicness...if thats even a word. if not, im fucken making it one. and in my marcela's dictionary, its going to have a picture of NORI crying like a little bitch...with a thought bubble saying "why cant you just love me michael" ok..sorry, i kind of just went on a ramble there didnt i? anyways..i cant stand her. ahahha...
work is going pretty well. im likeing it more and more as time goes by. im finally getting the credit i deserve. right on...so i guess i should go. see ya....
so anyways, i finally had the talk of all talks with mike. i cried like a little bitch. but fuck it. i got everything out. and while he seemed to not be listening to me..which made me all the more pissed....things are slowly getting better. mike is the kind of person that doesnt like to talk about his emotions...ect. a real "tough guy" whatever!!! but yeah. he mentioned a few things i did that bothered him, and he admitted that things have been rather....shitty between us lately. so i told him, either you try to make this work...the way ive been trying to make it work...or we just call it quits and go our seperate ways. he didnt like the thought of that. so yeah. things have changed quite a bit. i dont want to get my hopes up. i mean....just cause hes being cool now, doesnt mean things are going to stay that way. and i know i should have a more "optimistic" view on the situation...but its hard. i guess i just have that bad habbit of always expecting the worst. this way im not too devastated when things go to shit...blah blah blah.
so anyways....yeah.
my brother moved back to the eastside...and i am so happy about that. i got to hang out with him the other day. good times good times. hes so cute. i was giving him the break down of the shit going on with me and mike, and he puts his hand on my shoulder and goes "dont worry sis, im here now." and you know what...it was real conforting to hear that. cause although hes a royal pain in the ass, my brother is one of the only people (if not the only one) that knows me, and understands me...almost better than i do myself. and possibly the only man that i actually trust wholeheartedly. completely. never any doubts in my mind. hes the only guy that i know for a fact would never do me wrong. intentionally anyway....hes always been like a father to me. more so than my own dad.
i feel like venting about one bitch that never ceases to amaze me..in her pathedicness...if thats even a word. if not, im fucken making it one. and in my marcela's dictionary, its going to have a picture of NORI crying like a little bitch...with a thought bubble saying "why cant you just love me michael" ok..sorry, i kind of just went on a ramble there didnt i? anyways..i cant stand her. ahahha...
work is going pretty well. im likeing it more and more as time goes by. im finally getting the credit i deserve. right on...so i guess i should go. see ya....