baby steps
so things seem so different today.. I mean I'm leaving tomorrow to go look for an apartment in WA. that's so far away. For me that is like forget the next chapter we are starting a whole new book in the series. ans i graduated. now what? uh anyway it's so much more then about me.
Gabe starts Kindergarten in a couple hours. My baby brother starts college in a few weeks. I'm moving out. I realized that my oldest sister in a lot of ways acts the youngest. i don't know everything was just so different when i woke up this morning. maybe it had to do with hearing my dad get all choked up when we were at the mall and he told me how much he was going to miss outings and daddy daughter days. aw shit now i'm crying. don't get me wrong i'm happy. I'll just reall miss everyone.
for today
~PACK
~cash the check from my grandparents
~remember to breathe
I don't get back till the 17th so if you want to call my cell and make me feel loved. feel free.
hah great now i got what about bob stuck in my head :P
I love you Sky
if i'm not online later. I'm out saving the world. oops I mean... Doing last min things in preparation for my trip. but i really hope i get to talk to you. I miss you so much.
Gabe starts Kindergarten in a couple hours. My baby brother starts college in a few weeks. I'm moving out. I realized that my oldest sister in a lot of ways acts the youngest. i don't know everything was just so different when i woke up this morning. maybe it had to do with hearing my dad get all choked up when we were at the mall and he told me how much he was going to miss outings and daddy daughter days. aw shit now i'm crying. don't get me wrong i'm happy. I'll just reall miss everyone.
for today
~PACK
~cash the check from my grandparents
~remember to breathe
I don't get back till the 17th so if you want to call my cell and make me feel loved. feel free.
hah great now i got what about bob stuck in my head :P
I love you Sky
if i'm not online later. I'm out saving the world. oops I mean... Doing last min things in preparation for my trip. but i really hope i get to talk to you. I miss you so much.