this is a rec list, how brilliant.
favorite (kpop) fanfics
- i'm biased
- i like weird sad stuff
- i read more het than yaoi
changmin/jaejoong
shooting vampires in the (...) face (♥)
"I can hear your heartbeat," he said suddenly.
unplugged
Jaejoong almost ran out of energy after their harmless fight.
smoking!verse 01
You might die, Changmin-ah, he says lightly, turning back to the city lights.
all entirely uncalled for
After that day, that kiss, he can't stop comparing every little damn thing to Jaejoong.
2003
"I haven't heard you sing," Changmin repeats.
infinite/ot7/centric
a long day's journey into morning (sungjong-centric)
Hello
“What the fu-”
Sorry for keeping you here
midheaven (ot7)
Sunggyu has to remind himself that one cannot force relationships along as he dismisses them with an empty smile.
god is watching your every move (myungsoo-centric)
“I saw you on the television today,” his mom says when he calls her from the airport.
parts of a whole (broken!ot7)
Infinite is seven.
It's a pie sliced, parts equal, yet different.
Infinite is seven parts, fitted together to form a whole.
these things we buy are not for free (myungsoo-centric)
Boy bands didn't last long, Myungsoo knew that, but the band name 'Infinite' was extremely misleading even for someone who didn't believe in eternity.
sunggyu/myungsoo
broken clockwork (+broken!ot7)
But Myungsoo wonders if it is "normal" to lose ten full years of his life.
let me help you
Myungsoo gets emotional after what they do.
new shoes
Sunggyu adopts a quiet, obedient cat named Myungsoo.
woohyun/sungyeol
shoot to kill (my heart is a smoking gun) (♥)
“Well, what does that matter? Sunggyu still doesn’t want you.”
gravitational
The slow pull over coffee, through beaches and across dimensions.
hoya/sungyeol
amazing
Luckily there was Hoya. And Hoya did notice.
woohyun/myungsoo
037
Myungsoo doesn’t say anything as he stands there, and Woohyun finds it as some sort of odd turn on, those narrow, feline eyes taking him in like that (+ the sequel: 014 woohyun/myungsoo/sungyeol)
woohyun/sunggyu
...even though you're with another girl
Infinite never officially disbanded; their contracts didn't expire, they didn't leave the company, and they weren't in bad terms, but at some point they grew too old to be sharing a dorm and they grew too old to stick together when each of them had different aspirations.
stars in the rearview mirror
The years fold by, creasing in some places before they iron out the wrinkles together, and Woohyun is still the first thing Sunggyu sees when the morning comes.
penumbra
And Sungkyu disappears from his bed and Woohyun doesn’t want to get up because all he sees is Sungkyu even when he is not there anymore.
myungsoo/sungyeol
the stars are just old light (♥)
(...) it doesn’t surprise Myungsoo at all that as soon as Sungyeol feels the shifting of the mattress, he stirs.
after the thunder, before the rain
And then he counts, because that’s what he does whenever he enters the room nowadays, and there are only six, and that doesn’t make any sense at all.
creep on in(+myungsoo/suzy friendship) (♥)
She just kind of wants to take care of him.
hoya/myungsoo
anything could happen
Sometimes he thinks he likes people (just people) without reason. He likes to hug them, feel the other’s skin warm against his own, arms around his waist and somebody else’s breath on his shoulder. He likes lacing hands with people - everybody does it differently, he’s noticed.
(thought i) made you mine
People like them don't have souls. Myungsoo is one such person.
counting pulses
“Maybe I’ll turn you into a musical instrument,” he chuckles, but the skinny doesn’t respond - can’t respond.
cold
The third night, Myungsoo was shaking again. Hoya did nothing.
sixth sense
Myungsoo used to believe that his body was just that. The structure of a human organism. A body, albeit a very beautiful one according to conventional social standards.
and he'll run back
That being said, all adults were children, once. I suppose that’s why affection can be so cruel.
het!fics
myungsoo/suzy
say you'll stay (♥)
He didn’t want to hear the distance. He wanted to avoid any feelings of separation or longing.
buttons eyes
The people in his story were interesting, but the one I wanted the most was the Tin Man; because like me, he wanted a heart.
fishbowl
Tenth period pottery is when she finally learns that his name is Kim Myungsoo.
water lilies bloom in august (♥)
There are people who, unlike others, do not have the capacity to destroy themselves.
end of you
His eyes were icy cold, unlike the fiery ones she was used to seeing. Nevertheless, she was a dear to both.
the ballad of bae suzy (♥)
She stands at the corner of 14th and 1st, a hand on her hip and pink mini-dress too tight.
spring/winter (♥)
Winter's now spring. Wasn't he supposed to take her out today?
never had
She doesn’t know which because all of a sudden, everything around her slows down. The lights strung on the wall become soft, yet nostalgic.
runways
A hot breeze rustled through her hair when she leaned her head against the door and the map lay forgotten in her hands.
when it's just us (♥)
She misses summer. He lets himself forget.
swallow (♥)
Waits for no one, nothing, the broken to come to get fixed.
your eyes are painted all sinatra blues
She believes the water will save her. The Rhine, the Danube, the Elbe - the current washing above her head as she holds her breathe below.
electrolyte bloom
He loves how Suzy could make him feel whole - in the biological context.
sunggyu/hyomin
asphalt grey (sunggyu-centric)
Sometimes it feels like time hasn’t moved forward.
changmin/jessica
ashes to ashes we all fall down (+jaejoong/jessica) (♥)
Changmin slid two hundred and twenty five letters under her door after she broke his heart.
ten trains (♥)
Changmin can't help but thinking: She's spent five words on you this morning.
jaejoong/nana
take me to paradise
And just like that he blows out her candle of faith.
changmin/boa/jaejoong
all the pretty things (+jaejoong/jessica)
She's been in love with her best friend for five years now.
misc.: su!fbb
the air you breathe is full of ghosts (♥)
When Hyunsoo first started teaching himself how to play the guitar, his fingers bled.
a wrinkle in time
Byunghee is shit at keeping promises.
misc.: crossovers
let the games begin (kpop/the hunger games)
It happens quickly. No fuss; no problems.
they cannot scare me with their empty spaces between stars (infinite/star trek)
Life aboard the KSS Infinite gets a bit disrupted by the arrival of the new communications officer.
002 1/2 and 004 1/2 (myunggyu/007)
Did they all think that 007 was just a helpless romantic? No. It was Sunggyu behind the bushes chewing on a granola.