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I can't handle this...I seriously can not handle a childs death. My mothers God son John Madonia passed away. I can't even fathom how his parent's feel...I mean I remember when he was only a toddler at my highschool graduation party, there I was sitting on my couch and up he crawled right onto my lap and used me as a chair. I gave the kid hand me down toys from my youth. This isn't right... On top of which I come home to find out that my mom went into the emergencey room there not sure what the problem is and they are waiting for her cardiologist to get there to take a look. She doesnt even know he passed away yet. Her boyfriend Joe and I don't know when to tell her. I dunno.