..my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you..
everyone thinks its soo easy, but its not... everyone thinks i have nothing to complain about...well i do..no one fucking listens to anything i say...but hey thats life i guess, while the more fortunate have everything they could possably ask for they are still complaining....but the people that have nothing are happy.. well im some where in the middle of those two kind of people... i guess god just decided that we arent important enough....i guess ill just have to get used to it... ill have to get used to seeing people find love while im still searching, though my search seems interminable...ill have to sit back and hear the laughter of my friends while inside im screaming for someone to actually care about me and my feelings....ill have to whatch my friends smile 24-7 while im in tears 24-7.. so at the age of 16 i've realized that life sux and you cant really make it better..lifes all about luck and the cards your delt with, i just guess my deck was half empty....