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so my mom let me go over to see Tasha's new house after school, it was pretty cool. then she let me go out with Janna and go to this college thing at West High which totaly rocked. so yeah, i guess they are letting me kinda do things again...idk.
wow...so 559 days is WAY to long, im gonna die before that i SWEAR!! ugg...im SERIOUSLY contemplating running away, there is only a few things im staying for.
i cant take this fucking house anymore, fucking sons of bitches. EVERYONE thinks they..well my mother TOTALY over reacted, shit even other adults thing she did. my own grandmother thinks she did for god sake. im just totaly annoyed...obviously.
damn, i REALLY need a smoke right now...im goin nuts. UGGGG
i was givin sleeping pills today...and so far they aint workin'. im startin to think it was a waste of 150 bucks.
"Tea's gone cold im wonderin why, i got outta bed at all.
mornin' rain drops on my windown, and i can't see at all.
Even if i could it would all be grey, put your picture on my wall
and it reminds me that its not so bad, its not so bad"
wow...so 559 days is WAY to long, im gonna die before that i SWEAR!! ugg...im SERIOUSLY contemplating running away, there is only a few things im staying for.
i cant take this fucking house anymore, fucking sons of bitches. EVERYONE thinks they..well my mother TOTALY over reacted, shit even other adults thing she did. my own grandmother thinks she did for god sake. im just totaly annoyed...obviously.
damn, i REALLY need a smoke right now...im goin nuts. UGGGG
i was givin sleeping pills today...and so far they aint workin'. im startin to think it was a waste of 150 bucks.
"Tea's gone cold im wonderin why, i got outta bed at all.
mornin' rain drops on my windown, and i can't see at all.
Even if i could it would all be grey, put your picture on my wall
and it reminds me that its not so bad, its not so bad"