"what do we have in common?....nothing"
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january 15 is the day i will never ever forget...
today is one of my best friends birthday and im really really excited for him....::sigh::
aww geeze yesterday was soo overwhelming and it was sorta a reality check for me.. i dont really remember all the things that i said but im so glad i did say things.. i feel like a weight was pulled off my shoulders i said somethings that i had never told anyone.. i shouldnt of said those things because in the end i dont think that person deserved to hear my feelings.. ive never cried like that before i dont know if it was the beer or what.. but it wasnt over the fuckin guy it was over the things he told me about myself that just " hurt more than any wound to my flesh".. i think it hurt more because it came from his mouth... but im glad it was all said because now i know i was just a idiot to him all this time i was just something he doesnt wanna deal with and i guess my eyes are wide open now.. im so emotionally, mentally, physically drained right now.. i have a sick hangover and im lovin it..
the good points of the day
+ going to the mall with adriana
+ getting estebans birthday gift
+ eating at red lobster
+ meeting a pretty girl clown
+ getting pretty flower bracelets
+ driving downtown
+ just do what i tell u and dont fuck up
+ my parents letting me spend the night with adri
+ looking at the people in the yearbook
+ adri getting scared of "fish eggs"
+ going to cyndys
+/- some strange sound outside her window
+ getting to the kapa sigma party
- meeting this guy who likes "stuff and shit"
- stupidly giving him my digits
+ laughing at april in the beetle
+ laughing some more
+ eating some fuckin good nachos
+ passing out in the back of a blue beetle
+ snoring while adri talks to noe
january 15 is the day i will never ever forget...
today is one of my best friends birthday and im really really excited for him....::sigh::
aww geeze yesterday was soo overwhelming and it was sorta a reality check for me.. i dont really remember all the things that i said but im so glad i did say things.. i feel like a weight was pulled off my shoulders i said somethings that i had never told anyone.. i shouldnt of said those things because in the end i dont think that person deserved to hear my feelings.. ive never cried like that before i dont know if it was the beer or what.. but it wasnt over the fuckin guy it was over the things he told me about myself that just " hurt more than any wound to my flesh".. i think it hurt more because it came from his mouth... but im glad it was all said because now i know i was just a idiot to him all this time i was just something he doesnt wanna deal with and i guess my eyes are wide open now.. im so emotionally, mentally, physically drained right now.. i have a sick hangover and im lovin it..
the good points of the day
+ going to the mall with adriana
+ getting estebans birthday gift
+ eating at red lobster
+ meeting a pretty girl clown
+ getting pretty flower bracelets
+ driving downtown
+ just do what i tell u and dont fuck up
+ my parents letting me spend the night with adri
+ looking at the people in the yearbook
+ adri getting scared of "fish eggs"
+ going to cyndys
+/- some strange sound outside her window
+ getting to the kapa sigma party
- meeting this guy who likes "stuff and shit"
- stupidly giving him my digits
+ laughing at april in the beetle
+ laughing some more
+ eating some fuckin good nachos
+ passing out in the back of a blue beetle
+ snoring while adri talks to noe