Life is beautiful. Yet tragic.

[uknowuwantabbs]

I am terrified of going to college. I am terrified of change. Not change for the better, but change for the worse. I feel guilty leaving my mom. I am scared of losing all my friends. However, I don't even know who my true friends are anymore. This year has changed my perspective on everything consistent in my life before. If I could... I would stay

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[lauralie18205]

Im so jealous of you, Abbey! You have your whole college career ahead of you to mold and do with it what you want! You wont realize how precious that really is until you're halfway through.
I just had the painfull realization today that I am halfway done with college. SO SCARYYYY. You spend 13 years of schooling in order to get into college, then you get there and it goes by SO FAST.
I PROMISE you that you will love college. There are so many good things that outweigh the bad. Sure, there's tons and tons of work to do, but you will be doing it with new friends and having fun while doing it.
I can't reassure you and say that things wont change, because they will. I dont even recognize the life that I had in highschool. Its almost like it didnt even happen...its more like a dream to me than a memory. Its scary shit, but I promise you that its all worth it in the end.

I just wish you were coming to my school so we could have all the fun togetherrrrr.

I CANT WAIT TO SPEND MY SUMMER WITH YOU!!!!!! (Seriously, Abbey... we're going to be hanging out so much this summer. GET READYYYYYYY!! <3 youuuuu)

[uknowuwantabbs]

thank you for taking the time to write that to me. I am just really scared that college is going to change me and matt and i really hope it doesn't. change is scary, but this year a lot has changed with my friends at school so i am prepared for that part of it. I am really looking forward to you coming home. i will play with you ery day hahahhah

mwah mwah