The real deal?
Last night Nate and I talked. He said that he is goin to change his bad behaviors, hopefully he sticks to it! We went to eat at Paradiso last night it was pretty good as far as mexican food for here LOL. Nate told me that sun is "build your own bloody mary" day at tgif and I was like we should go he was like yeah we can do that, so yay. I was like I'll bring my chalula haha. Then mon sushi night is back on! We didnt get to go this mon cuz the folks are in Florida till fri :( Tomorrow night I made plans to go out for girls night with Jeana I am excited! Hopefully it's a good time, I'm sure it will be. Jeana is a cool chick she's one of the people I can actually see myself bein good friends with. Some of the other people here seem kinda fake like they are nice to me cuz I'm Moleys girl or cuz their friends like me or something Idunno, whatevs. Then there are those who like try to have stuff in common with me or something but they still seem to judge. I guess it's like that anywhere you go though. I'm used to it, it's not like this is the first time I have ever moved somewhere new LOL! I still miss my homies though, lots! I already know I can be my crazy weirdo self around them ya know. Some people here are kinda I dont know surprised or taken back by how ghetto I am sometimes. Like I mean it's kinda weird here they dont have much for color except the native americans so like I'll be talkin bout whatever and they are like did she just say that OMG. It's funny I think cuz thats just me and I aint trying to offend anyone and my homies would know that but the people here dont quite understand that. So like for example I was talkin to this girl christie and we were talkin bout food and I said that I like chalula on my eggs and hash browns and she was like um ok and I was like I know here people think I'm weird for that cuz that is totally something that black and mexican folks do and as I said it Christie starts looking around to like make sure there werent any black folks near by (cuz there sure as hell aint no mexicans, it's too cold up here haha) LOL what?! seriously. If there were then I totally would have pulled them into the convo and she prolly woulda pooped in her panties. It's just weird to me that I get looks when I talk normal about normal stuff but it's different up here. Not that I am goin to change cuz that sure as hell aint gonna happen but I miss bein able to talk the way I am used to. I say stuff in spanish sometimes not even realizing I do it and Nate is the only one who knows what I said I may as well be speaking chinese around here LOL the looks I get like what did you just call me hahaha Well these folks should just learn spanish fo real :) Not gonna happen but like I said I'm not gonna change. I prolly wont use spanish as much just cuz I wont be hearing it and it'll fade to the back of my mind but still I wish it wouldnt. Oh yeah at the restaraunt last night they were totally playing spanish music it was sooooo awesome you dont realize how much you miss stuff like that till you hear it again. Lola was totally beggin the whole time to get outta the booth and dance! So when dinner was over I let her dance and I danced a lil bit and it was so awesome I need to get me some spanish cds LOL. Anyway my coffee is callin me so more later. Love peace and chicken grease!