i <3 my dad
my dad is so awesome. i love him so much..his birthday was may 21 and i went to lynnhaven mall and couldnt figure out what to get him so i decided to make him a build-a-bear..it was so cute and i put little glasses(my dad owns like the exact same pair but bigger) swimming trunks and a little trucker hat oh him..he was adorable i made the little birth certificate and named him Gnarly. it was $31 dollars but it was worth it..he loved it! even though all my mom and my brother could say was how it was stupid to get him a teddy bear but whatever its the thought that counts but i think what he liked more than that was a letter i wrote him telling him i missed him and that i couldnt wait til i move back..cuz that same day we got progress reports and my grades havent gone up and i keep getting in trouble with my mom. shes threating that if my grades dont get up that i wont be going to camp but because i didnt act upset enough about that shes now threatening that i wont be able to be a senior leader next year..BULL CRAP im definitely gonna be a leader and she can NOT keep me from doing it...anyways we got in like a huge fight sunday night and the next day i called my dad he made me feel so much better..he was like if she thinks you're gonna live with her for the rest of the year she has another thing coming...he was like as soon as school is over you're moving in here..just please try and bring your grades up..then he said that even if he had to pay the $500 for camp by himself im still going..i just hope she doesnt like manipulate him into changing his mind..and he said that im definitely gonna be a leader next year to not worry about what shes been saying.
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my family(outside of my dad)makes me so angry..at dinner all i heard from my mom, stepdad, and brother are fat jokes..my brother always tells me im fat and i get insulted but know that hes joking..but sunday me and my mom were walking outside and she's like alex, you're fat's hanging over your pants..and i was just like cool mom!.....like seriously i just wanted to stop eating and throw up everything i had ever eaten..i know that i've gained weight and i wanna lose it i guess im just lazy but thats why i've been trying to go bike riding more often..i dunno it just hurts my feelings to hear stuff like that..
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this weekend was spent at my dads and i got to hang out with friends and spend the night out...went to the beach after work on saturday with nikki sherrod..didnt get there til late and almost everybody had left..but the cool people stuck around :-)....it was good seeing everybody..and kenny came down there with his friend(who almost ended up getting in a fight with some drunk guys sitting next to us) but it was good to see him since we always say we'll hang out and never do...after that me and nikki took melissa, shelley and robin home and ont he way home melissa broke my antenna on my radio so i now i have NOTHING to listen to..cool huh haha..anyways dropped them all off and we all decided we'd go get ready then go to chicks...well i picked them back up then we went to hill's and met up with stephanie there too..we all went to chicks where it was packed and we were told it was gonna be a 45 minute wait and ended up being like 2 minutes..it was sweet..lots of hot guys work there..nikki salamon and mary came to dinner too then brian ashton stopped by...after that we went to an FC party..real chill..the house was amazing..the party itself wasnt fun just because we didnt know anybody if we had it would've been really fun..but anyways..the next day i had a voice mail from kenny saying that i looked really good at the beach..that made me SO happy cuz lately i've been really self conscious about my body..maybe cuz of all the fat jokes...but it made me happy and i really appreciated it..but anyways i got get ready to go to school
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my family(outside of my dad)makes me so angry..at dinner all i heard from my mom, stepdad, and brother are fat jokes..my brother always tells me im fat and i get insulted but know that hes joking..but sunday me and my mom were walking outside and she's like alex, you're fat's hanging over your pants..and i was just like cool mom!.....like seriously i just wanted to stop eating and throw up everything i had ever eaten..i know that i've gained weight and i wanna lose it i guess im just lazy but thats why i've been trying to go bike riding more often..i dunno it just hurts my feelings to hear stuff like that..
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this weekend was spent at my dads and i got to hang out with friends and spend the night out...went to the beach after work on saturday with nikki sherrod..didnt get there til late and almost everybody had left..but the cool people stuck around :-)....it was good seeing everybody..and kenny came down there with his friend(who almost ended up getting in a fight with some drunk guys sitting next to us) but it was good to see him since we always say we'll hang out and never do...after that me and nikki took melissa, shelley and robin home and ont he way home melissa broke my antenna on my radio so i now i have NOTHING to listen to..cool huh haha..anyways dropped them all off and we all decided we'd go get ready then go to chicks...well i picked them back up then we went to hill's and met up with stephanie there too..we all went to chicks where it was packed and we were told it was gonna be a 45 minute wait and ended up being like 2 minutes..it was sweet..lots of hot guys work there..nikki salamon and mary came to dinner too then brian ashton stopped by...after that we went to an FC party..real chill..the house was amazing..the party itself wasnt fun just because we didnt know anybody if we had it would've been really fun..but anyways..the next day i had a voice mail from kenny saying that i looked really good at the beach..that made me SO happy cuz lately i've been really self conscious about my body..maybe cuz of all the fat jokes...but it made me happy and i really appreciated it..but anyways i got get ready to go to school
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