As my memory rests it never forgets what it lost
So I was totally fine and completely pumped about college...
Until today....now I'm sad...
Maybe I'm just not in a good mood in general because I've been clashing with my dad and Stephen constantly the past 2 or 3 days.....but I don't think so..because as of like 12:00 last night I was perfectly happy and content..
I think it's because this morning I woke up and watched Laguna Beach..and they were all leaving for college and they were all depressed and everything...
I'm just going to miss people...
I mean, I'm not necessarily going to miss everyone here, just because theres a few people I would logically not miss...but theres also three or four who it's going to be absolutely killer to have to leave I think..
It's like everyone falls somewhere on the scale...ranging between "Won't miss" to "Don't want to leave"...theres those people who I'll miss more than others..but for the most part I'm going to miss the majority of the people in some way...
The ones that I'm sure I'll have SOME sort of friendship once school starts I'm not too upset about...but the ones who I don't think I'll really talk to and who mean so much to me is going to be the worst...
I knew not to let myself start getting attached right before I left...but I did anyways...
I don't know what the heck I'm gonna do when it comes down to the last week before I leave...
Remember Maggie and Nikki...y'all are going to have to help find some distractions for me!!!!!! lol
I'll be back to normal in a day or so I hope
Now I need to go get ready and head to an eye appt. and then hopefully shopping, which should perk me up...
*Summer has gone and passed...the innocent can never last. Wake me up when September ends..*