Tu me manque. Ich verstehe nas nicht.

Oct 12, 2005 23:09

Hi.
I just cleaned my entire bathroom and now I reek of bleach. It needed to be done. I like cleaning, well when I'm in the mood. It serves perfectly for procrastination. Its my style.

So now I am updating livejournal because it is yet another way to put off reading the chapters that I need to read. I had to take a break. Its just too much to do in one period of time. Crazyiness.

Things have calmed down for me right now. I am happy for the break in catastrophic events. Although a nasty huge fucking evil spider ran across my floor the other day. I screamed. I'm not afraid to admit it. What can be said other than I wish all spiders would vanish from my sight and never bite me ever. I have no problem seeing one and killing it. But when it catches me off guard. Fuck. Just fuck. So after not being able to find it after it vanished under my bed, I proceeded to clean my room top to bottom. No luck. The fucking thing prevailed. Spider 1. Clair -3. (I took two off for screaming so wildly and then I feel guilty about telling the story to my roommates. They don't like me now :( )

Anyway this semester has been neato. I am finally finding some tempo here. I definatley need to be working more because I think I am overspending. The cost of living is fing expensive. I don't usually go out unless its for birthday celebrations or something like that. I have to buy food. Its an essential aspect of life. I don't drive anywhere so its not like I am paying outstanding gas prices. I have not been to the mall in what seems like an eternity...

Okay, I splurged and bought The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I consider it a good investment. So whatever.

My roommates on the other hand are not having a good time lately. I love you girls. If nothing else, I am here for you always. It hurts me to see you guys upset and unhappy. I wish I could say the perfect thing and make things right, but it never seem to work out like that. It isn't possible. But I wish I could anyway. I really don't know what I would do without you girls this year. I have had some really crappy times int he past month and I will be here for you like you were there for me. Until things are right again, lets get drunk.

Love,
Clair
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