Some Saturday...
Well, I go9t off of work sort of late tonight, and Veronica didn't call me like she said she would. I called her, but she didn't answer. Then nobody else had called me so I figured I would just go home and practice on the new guitar I just got, because I need to develop some calluses on my fingertips so it won't hurt when I play. Another thing, Maya asked me was I only attracted to caucasion guys cuz Stevie told her that, and at first I was kind of offended, but then realized that it seems that way. (Not really that I was offended but you know what I mean) I was like no. In highschool, I was basically around all black guys and they were the only ones I had a crush on or liked I don't even think that I liked caucasion guys until I started hanging around them. Then she said that they were basing it off the fact that I am in love with Orlando Bloom and the recent object of my affection. Also, I think that Stevie was saying that too cuz I have a lot of caucasion guys as friends on myspace, but I can't help that. It almost made me feel bad, like I can't like my own race. Im like, I do, I swear, but I have nothing to prove to anyone and I cant help who I like. I also think that I would be hesitant to date someone not of my own race. Just cuz I've exprienced racism, and then I'll have to deal with hatred on my sexuality and my interracial relationship. And for that to be my first relationship I don't know if I am prepared to deal with that. (I don't know) Before i forget, this isn't directed at Stevie, so don't comment with a argumentative response or defending yourself. This guy at my job is going to let Monica and me give him a makeover once he recieves his tax return. (I'm so excited) Did I say that I wanted to sing, dance, act, and be a stylist.