Feb 06, 2005 11:41
Ok, yesterday I was straight trippin, but see i didn't realize it at first. The day started off with me waking up crying from my dream because my sister died in it. Then, as i sat alone in my room I got the thinking about friday and how I am upset with myself for being stupid. Because I thought that I was getting over my "crush" which is not a crush but I will call it that, but friday we hung out and those feelings came back all over again so then i was upset about that. So I didnt feel like hanging out on Sunday. I was just in a funk. Then somewhere down the line i got sleepy, because I started feeling cranky and so nobody had called me to see if I was going to come watch the game with them so being cranky I got annoyed at that and then my mom wanted me to go to the store and check on some stuff, that annoyed me too. Then Maya and Stevie decided to call right as the game was starting so I was like fuck yall you should have called me earlier and I didnt answer. Then I called them back and Stevie annoyed me more because she kept asking me what was wrong with me, and I was like shit (but I hadn't realized the shitty mood I was in till later on that night) so then we got off the phone. So Im pissed at Maya and Stevie and whomever else may have said a word to me so I get back home from the store and fall right asleep at like six something and I get a phone call from Maya at almost ten and that wakes me up I do laundry and think about my crazy behavior earlier and laugh at myself for being so different.
Then, I watch videos and practice my dance moves, because I gotta have some cool skills (computer hacking, nun-chucks, haha Napoleon Dynamite) Veronica is so crazy she volunteered to go to this club with me (once she gets her license from the secretary of state), but then she was like she don't want it to be just me and her cuz I might leave her and go off with some guy and I'm like "well i never" like I would do something like that and I still am not sure if I feel comfortable going to this club, I dont know what to do.