Kelly Clarkson looks so much slimmer, and not that she needed to lose weight before. I do have to give her her props for how she looks in the "Behind These Hazel Eyes Video". Today was Lauren's bday party but I didn't feel like going cuz I worked all day and I had did a lot of running around before I went to work. I need somebody to take care of me or let me move in with them rent free. FUCKKKK!!!! I've been so broke every since they started takin that 12% out of my check, plus taxes. So now every check I get like three hundred and some change taken out of my check every time. Most of the time that leaves me with only like 520-540 dollars. "Drop it like its hot". Sorry the video is on. Monica and I discussed that her and Robbie are going to adopt me, so that they can have legitimate reason's to be taking care of me. Cuz whenever I hang out with Monica she takes care of me, and even though I haven't met Robbie yet he loves me too. (but how could you not) I went out with Veronica, Monica and Lori Thursday night. I saw Cory at Spin, I'd have done him in the club if he wanted, but I'm a virgin I don't do those things. I only saw him fo a min. though, cuz we left. Frankie J is so flippin hot, but I hate it that he does stuff with Baby Bash. I gotta go dookie! I going to drop the kids off in the pool.