See Sexy Never Left So Why Is Everybody On My Shit.

Apr 04, 2007 22:36

WOW. It feels like ages. Sooooo let's see. My baby Jeremy [my best guy friend since like 6th grade] is coming here next week.  I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in like..2 years! Miss his silly behind.

Work is going better than ever.  I love working there so much.  I feel like I'm making a HUGE good impression on my managers.  They always call me to come in early. Always the first one called to cover shifts.  I mean, even though I say I can't I'm still always called.  And my sales are sooo high.  And my managers always compliment me on my outfits. So I think I'll be keeping this job for a while.  Seeing as how I've been through 4 jobs in the past month & a half.

Happy at home I suppose.  When I am home that is.  Don't really like being there, but what's new?

Went to the gym today too.  I always feel a whole lot better after working out.  So I think I'm going to start going daily.  At least 4 times a week.  Need to get in shape for summmerrr :]

I'm so annoyed with my classes.  Its so confusing & overwhelming.  When ever I sit down to try & do something, I don't understand it, get really discouraged, & don't bother with it.  I need someone to help me.  But no one gets it either.  I have 3 huge projects in just my first half of my english class & I was supposed to be done with it like last month!  Economics was easy there for a while, but now I'm getting packed down with major essays.  && I still need the last half of my American History [yes, I failed the second half of my American History.] I was in it & thought I was doing a good job in it, but then I got kicked out for doing the wrong half of the class.  So thats about the only thing I'm stressing out about.  But its a BIG thing for me to stress out about because I am so far behind.  HELP ME, PLEASE?

ALSO, I was told I'm really indecisive when it comes to relationships.  I mean, I would KILL to have a good guy that would treat me great.  It's just I've been through so many bad guys that it seems pointless.  I mean, the best thing I had, I messed up.  But yeah, I do want a relationship with a guy I can tell anything to, always count on, trust [him trusting me as well], & FUNNY.  Just haven't found someone who has all of those qualities & actually likes me for me & takes time to get to know me.  Guess I got to go through the bad to get to the good.

Anyways, going to try & work on some assignments. BLEH kill me.  I don't understand anything.  I feel so dumb. :[
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