Apr 04, 2007 22:36
WOW. It feels like ages. Sooooo let's see. My baby Jeremy [my best guy friend since like 6th grade] is coming here next week. I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in like..2 years! Miss his silly behind.
Work is going better than ever. I love working there so much. I feel like I'm making a HUGE good impression on my managers. They always call me to come in early. Always the first one called to cover shifts. I mean, even though I say I can't I'm still always called. And my sales are sooo high. And my managers always compliment me on my outfits. So I think I'll be keeping this job for a while. Seeing as how I've been through 4 jobs in the past month & a half.
Happy at home I suppose. When I am home that is. Don't really like being there, but what's new?
Went to the gym today too. I always feel a whole lot better after working out. So I think I'm going to start going daily. At least 4 times a week. Need to get in shape for summmerrr :]
I'm so annoyed with my classes. Its so confusing & overwhelming. When ever I sit down to try & do something, I don't understand it, get really discouraged, & don't bother with it. I need someone to help me. But no one gets it either. I have 3 huge projects in just my first half of my english class & I was supposed to be done with it like last month! Economics was easy there for a while, but now I'm getting packed down with major essays. && I still need the last half of my American History [yes, I failed the second half of my American History.] I was in it & thought I was doing a good job in it, but then I got kicked out for doing the wrong half of the class. So thats about the only thing I'm stressing out about. But its a BIG thing for me to stress out about because I am so far behind. HELP ME, PLEASE?
ALSO, I was told I'm really indecisive when it comes to relationships. I mean, I would KILL to have a good guy that would treat me great. It's just I've been through so many bad guys that it seems pointless. I mean, the best thing I had, I messed up. But yeah, I do want a relationship with a guy I can tell anything to, always count on, trust [him trusting me as well], & FUNNY. Just haven't found someone who has all of those qualities & actually likes me for me & takes time to get to know me. Guess I got to go through the bad to get to the good.
Anyways, going to try & work on some assignments. BLEH kill me. I don't understand anything. I feel so dumb. :[