Rantings

[ukjend14]

I wish things would go my way just once this week. I'm by nature a compromiser, I know this, but sometimes I just get tired of coming in second to the needs of every other person I encounter. I plan things out in my head exactly how I want them and then they change. Why do they change you ask? Because there are other people on this planet besides me and over time I've become the doormat for others to trample on their quest for whatever it is they want out of life. Right now I think the goal of many people is to hurt my feelings because I can usually bounce back pretty well, but in the past 5 days 4 "friends" have hurt me pretty badly and it seems as if they were trying. Maybe not trying, but not trying to think of anyone but themselves either. What if they need me next week or tomorrow? Well, I'm pretty much tired of it this week, really. Sometimes what I want should be more important to me than what other people want, right? And this weekend I want things to go my way. It's only Thursday and I already know that's not going to happen. What a way to end the week. I want to be alone.
Wow that was negative. I feel sorta better! Hmmm... I'm still mad at those 4 girls though...This is why I used to mostly have guy friends...
Oh yeah and my name is has 8 letters, not 3