The days are bright and filled with pain, enclose me in your gentle rain.
Fuck today.
I hate today so much I can taste the anger in my saliva.
I want to punch walls, rip pictures, and destroy memories.
I’m shaking uncontrollably; I’m losing my grip on reality.
Left work early, unable to concentrate enough to progress effectively.
Even the overcast light was excruciating, eating at my soul like rot.
Begging for rain to cleanse my disposition.
Unable to make eye contact with friends, friends who have become strangers.
Quickly looking away, careful not to stir the dormant girl.
The girl he hates.
Terrified she still exists somewhere within me,
Doing my best to stay street medicated.
I want to feel something other than this heartache.
Beauty lies still.
I hate today so much I can taste the anger in my saliva.
I want to punch walls, rip pictures, and destroy memories.
I’m shaking uncontrollably; I’m losing my grip on reality.
Left work early, unable to concentrate enough to progress effectively.
Even the overcast light was excruciating, eating at my soul like rot.
Begging for rain to cleanse my disposition.
Unable to make eye contact with friends, friends who have become strangers.
Quickly looking away, careful not to stir the dormant girl.
The girl he hates.
Terrified she still exists somewhere within me,
Doing my best to stay street medicated.
I want to feel something other than this heartache.
Beauty lies still.