Spilled my guts...
I’m so lost within my thoughts… I’m not really sure where to begin.
I attempted to express my feelings for M. tonight, years of emotions, pouring out.
Fear.
Solitude.
Love.
I told him about my fear of his drug use, I explained how long I have felt this passionately for him, and why. I told him I didn’t want anything in return, but I just needed to clear my thoughts and get it off of my chest. I was so fucking nervous, like a little child. I’m not sure if I will regret it or not, but it needed to be said.
He said thank you and that he was thankful for having me here… as to be expected.
I attempted to express my feelings for M. tonight, years of emotions, pouring out.
Fear.
Solitude.
Love.
I told him about my fear of his drug use, I explained how long I have felt this passionately for him, and why. I told him I didn’t want anything in return, but I just needed to clear my thoughts and get it off of my chest. I was so fucking nervous, like a little child. I’m not sure if I will regret it or not, but it needed to be said.
He said thank you and that he was thankful for having me here… as to be expected.