So, seems like I've been feeling better =D
So, maybe I'm too hard on myself? I'm always trying too hard to please?
Sure, you always have to give your best, but, I don't think it's right to worry about every single person that's going to see it. Sometimes you please people, sometimes you don't. What counts is your intention, right?
Maybe that's why I've been, like, unaffraid of restarting some old things and trying out new ones.
I've started writting this MG fic two weeks ago and, even though it's taking some time for me to actually finish it (damn you writer's block!), I'm once again happy about something I wrote. I dunno why. I'm just happy about the result. And I have yet another idea that looks really cool and that I'm already writting down in one of my notebooks, whenever I think of a new part...
I also started this drawing yesterday, that was thinking about long ago. 'Till now, it's flowing well. There are some things that I'm still "How will I do that?????", but I'm feeling more confident...
And, strangely enough, it seems like this just 'happened'. I wasn't really planning to go and 'free' myself. It's just happening as the days pass. My insecurity is being slightly washed away and I feel really good about it.
Dammit! I'll probably go back to Heaven & Hell, my long forgotten fanfic about Keith's life and actually go on with the Anti-Who series. I just need stop worrying about the others for a minute and think about what I want to do and how I want to do it >.<
Anyways, I'll go back to the MG fic and, with some luck, I'll finish it today, send it to the beta and post it over the MGS slash comm.
It feels so good to be like that =D
Sure, you always have to give your best, but, I don't think it's right to worry about every single person that's going to see it. Sometimes you please people, sometimes you don't. What counts is your intention, right?
Maybe that's why I've been, like, unaffraid of restarting some old things and trying out new ones.
I've started writting this MG fic two weeks ago and, even though it's taking some time for me to actually finish it (damn you writer's block!), I'm once again happy about something I wrote. I dunno why. I'm just happy about the result. And I have yet another idea that looks really cool and that I'm already writting down in one of my notebooks, whenever I think of a new part...
I also started this drawing yesterday, that was thinking about long ago. 'Till now, it's flowing well. There are some things that I'm still "How will I do that?????", but I'm feeling more confident...
And, strangely enough, it seems like this just 'happened'. I wasn't really planning to go and 'free' myself. It's just happening as the days pass. My insecurity is being slightly washed away and I feel really good about it.
Dammit! I'll probably go back to Heaven & Hell, my long forgotten fanfic about Keith's life and actually go on with the Anti-Who series. I just need stop worrying about the others for a minute and think about what I want to do and how I want to do it >.<
Anyways, I'll go back to the MG fic and, with some luck, I'll finish it today, send it to the beta and post it over the MGS slash comm.
It feels so good to be like that =D