A strange estate of trance
I'm experiencing a pretty peculiar feeling. Can't describe it though. Too complicated.
After so long, I took Benadryl once again, for the good times. I listened to Aphrodite's Child and the first Demis Roussos solo album while it was on the peak. It was amazing.
Now, the delirium, hallucinations and voices are gonna, but there's still a feeling deep inside, buzzing in my body, soul and mind.
I'm still jumping from one subject to the other on my 'line of thought'. Things that have nothing to do with the one before. It's pretty curious.
Benadryl is kind of losing all it's fun though. Everything always work the same and this makes me bored. The peak is great, but the onset and come down are annoying as hell. Specially coming back. Takes almost one full day.
I guess I'm now 'closed' to Benadryl and any pharmaceutical. I got rid of Vicky and Dramamine easily. I can't get rid of this. Plus, it's starting to get expensive. When I bought the first time last year was 5 bucks, and now it's 6,30! Who knows how much it'll cost in a couple of months???
The only thing that worries me when I trip on Dryl is the fact that my heart feels funny. He seems 'off beat'. He isn't, but I have the feeling. He seems to be pumping stronger and then weaker, in alternate times. One time I took Dryl and I seriously thought that I would have a heart attack.
How interesting... Going away like one of my deceased idols. With a heart attack, on drugs. Only difference is that there was no hot boys in my bedroom XD
I'm starting to mock the experience. That's so typically me to make jokes about my death *haha*
Sorry if I'm not making sense. I already said, I'm still slightly high.
Had a quite interesting idea while lying on my bed thinking in silence. I might start to work on it tomorrow. Today, I gotta do some research.
After so long, I took Benadryl once again, for the good times. I listened to Aphrodite's Child and the first Demis Roussos solo album while it was on the peak. It was amazing.
Now, the delirium, hallucinations and voices are gonna, but there's still a feeling deep inside, buzzing in my body, soul and mind.
I'm still jumping from one subject to the other on my 'line of thought'. Things that have nothing to do with the one before. It's pretty curious.
Benadryl is kind of losing all it's fun though. Everything always work the same and this makes me bored. The peak is great, but the onset and come down are annoying as hell. Specially coming back. Takes almost one full day.
I guess I'm now 'closed' to Benadryl and any pharmaceutical. I got rid of Vicky and Dramamine easily. I can't get rid of this. Plus, it's starting to get expensive. When I bought the first time last year was 5 bucks, and now it's 6,30! Who knows how much it'll cost in a couple of months???
The only thing that worries me when I trip on Dryl is the fact that my heart feels funny. He seems 'off beat'. He isn't, but I have the feeling. He seems to be pumping stronger and then weaker, in alternate times. One time I took Dryl and I seriously thought that I would have a heart attack.
How interesting... Going away like one of my deceased idols. With a heart attack, on drugs. Only difference is that there was no hot boys in my bedroom XD
I'm starting to mock the experience. That's so typically me to make jokes about my death *haha*
Sorry if I'm not making sense. I already said, I'm still slightly high.
Had a quite interesting idea while lying on my bed thinking in silence. I might start to work on it tomorrow. Today, I gotta do some research.