Dec 16, 2007 08:03
So, after all the fighting 'round that me and Matt got into due to the before mentioned issues, I was like "Great! I broke another heart >.<"
So then, came the apologies and I accepted them.
From this day, things are going so swell that I'm really believing Matt is finally the boy I've been looking for =D
He has so many wonderful qualities... The way he uses the words when writing poetry is fantastic! And he's quite handsome *smiles*
I love my sweet cupcake <3
Even though there are miles between the two of us, I really know that one day we'll meet. I can feel it deep in my heart ^^
I dreamt with him, more than once. But last dream was funny and kind of scary at the same time. It's a long story and I won't bother you with that.
There's a problem here though: I'm a real tomboy! Sometimes I can act in a feminine way. But most of times, well, I behave like a boy >.<
Even my clothes aren't really feminine. All based on jeans, t-shirt and Converses. What kind of girl wears only this?
And that's what make me so friggin afraid of dating boys. I would love to met Matt and walk hand in hand and all that. But, Matt is more feminine than me!
Truth = I don't know how to behave around boys I'm madly in love with, because I know I'll make thousands of mistakes >.<
Damn!!!
feelings,
love,
matt