Anh, what you mean with "I think you should let go of the Who"?

Dec 04, 2007 21:56

Oh, yes, right, you want me to completely put away the thing that brought me so much joy, just because you want me to? Think twice!

Matt does believe that The Who brings me sorrow. Really, sorrow? Anh... Not exactly. I might get a little bit teary and thoughtful over Keith and John's deaths, but, I don't really felt any sorrow.

-I think you should let go of the Who for your own sake. Its not healthy Ms Laila.. at least for awhile. Maybe some other person can measure up if you get away from Mr Moon long enough to see them :)
-Wouldn't it be nice to be deeply in love with a person standing right next to you? :)
-One that can do more then echo things from the past?
-Letting go of my heroes was no easy task either, but the truth is they were already gone!

-Well, sorry, but I'll still love Moonie a lot, no matter who I meet in live, really. He does mean a lot to me, like it or not.
-Yes, I would love to have me some real company, but I don't think that there's much difference between the deceased Moon and a person living miles from my house, that I never really saw.
-And, I love the echoes from the past.
-Well, if you let go of your heroes, they aren't your heroes in the first place, really.

The thing is that, The Who popped up on a time when I really needed something to 'hang onto'. Something to make me 'grip' into live. I do believe that I'm alive nowadays because The Who held me here. The Monkees gave me some support as well, but my relationship with The Who goes deeper than Matt can understand, really. So, if I'm here sitting and talking to you all, I guess it's all thankx to those lovely four blokes, really. But both him and Jon (other friend o' mine) never really grasped dear on some band like me with The Who.

Proof is that, when I told Jon that one day I was feeling pretty down because I was listening to Moon's solo album and remembered stuff and started to cry, he did nothing but, well, think it was funny and giggle about it. Well, it isn't funny.

And, Mat, well, he's what he is, really.

I'm getting pretty much tired of going to Soulseek and having a kind of 'obligation' to talk to him, ya know? I can't simply go there and left stuff downloading. I need to get glued to my chair, being available to him all the time. If I stay one minute without talking, he already thinks that I hate him or something. Now, that's not healthy! And so it isn't healthy to be jealous of a dead man, for crying out loud!

Matt is jealous of Keith. Like, WTH? What I feel for Keith is completely different from what I feel (or, at least, I think I feel, I'm not really sure anymore) for Matt.

Yeah, I said it once and I'll say it again: Dead people are good, because there's no way they can make you 'think twice' about stuff. There's nothing they can do. They already did it all. There are no 'surprises' waiting for you in the future.

if I love The Who or not, dude, let me, really. I have my own feelings. I won't stop the course of my life because other people want me to. I'm pretty much done with people telling me what to do or think. And I really don't want people telling me what I should like or not. If I want to sit here all day and cry over Moon's death, let me, dammit! Let me have my own feelings! Don't like my peaches? Don't shake my damn tree!



Oh my, I have to stop having feelings. What should I do now?

Man, seriously, that's weird...

feelings, matt, the who

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