Just when I thought this journal couldn't get fewer comments...
It just gets, almost 'zero' comments all over the week. Seems like, unless I raise a fuzz about something, no one cares. But, the first thing I say that's a little bit more 'defiant', then, everyone is so willing to comment. Isn't it really funny?
I mean, I bet this post will be filled to the brim with comments, really. Everyone wanting to add their 'two cents', because, what I'll be saying here is 'oh so full of hatred'. Some people just don't care if you are just giving your opinion or opening your heart. You gotta follow the damn system. This sucks. You know what? Fuck that. Fuck it all, really. I don't wanna be kept 'inside a fence' and nod at every single thing that people tell me or agree with everything that the world thinks.
How did I get so 'despised' by almost everyone around here, is just beyond my comprehension, to be honest.
I guess I pissed everyone off with the Beatles thing. Well, serves me right to speak my mind. Serves me right to be different.
Things that make Uki different from lots of folks:
-She likes John/Roger;
-She doesn't 'ass-kiss' The Beatles;
-She believes the Monkees played their own instruments;
-She doesn't have any 'real' friends (and the on-line ones that are worthy are really few)
There's probably more, but I'm not feeling like thinking about it. Only reason I'm taking it all smoothly (believe me, I'm not angry or sad. I'm just really bored by all this) is the fact that me and Matt talked on Skype today and it was just one of the most lovely things to happen this year, so, I'm still pretty happy about the fact and all, so, everyone wanting to nail me to the cross doesn't get me angry, really.
Yeah, I'm a bitch, I'm a prick and I'm a cunt. But, what can I do. I'm like this. Live with it.
Like Billie Holiday would sing, "Love me or leave me".
She also sings "Baby, get lost" XD
Ah, the feeling of venting all that's stuck in my heart is so neat! I feel pretty happy now!
*sits back* Now, I just need to wait for the massive 'de-friend-ing' that I'll get after this, because a lot of people will get this wrong. A lot of people, instead of asking me why all of this, will just throw sticks and stones at me and take their own conclusions.
I just love having a public LJ, really. I feel pretty free.
I mean, I bet this post will be filled to the brim with comments, really. Everyone wanting to add their 'two cents', because, what I'll be saying here is 'oh so full of hatred'. Some people just don't care if you are just giving your opinion or opening your heart. You gotta follow the damn system. This sucks. You know what? Fuck that. Fuck it all, really. I don't wanna be kept 'inside a fence' and nod at every single thing that people tell me or agree with everything that the world thinks.
How did I get so 'despised' by almost everyone around here, is just beyond my comprehension, to be honest.
I guess I pissed everyone off with the Beatles thing. Well, serves me right to speak my mind. Serves me right to be different.
Things that make Uki different from lots of folks:
-She likes John/Roger;
-She doesn't 'ass-kiss' The Beatles;
-She believes the Monkees played their own instruments;
-She doesn't have any 'real' friends (and the on-line ones that are worthy are really few)
There's probably more, but I'm not feeling like thinking about it. Only reason I'm taking it all smoothly (believe me, I'm not angry or sad. I'm just really bored by all this) is the fact that me and Matt talked on Skype today and it was just one of the most lovely things to happen this year, so, I'm still pretty happy about the fact and all, so, everyone wanting to nail me to the cross doesn't get me angry, really.
Yeah, I'm a bitch, I'm a prick and I'm a cunt. But, what can I do. I'm like this. Live with it.
Like Billie Holiday would sing, "Love me or leave me".
She also sings "Baby, get lost" XD
Ah, the feeling of venting all that's stuck in my heart is so neat! I feel pretty happy now!
*sits back* Now, I just need to wait for the massive 'de-friend-ing' that I'll get after this, because a lot of people will get this wrong. A lot of people, instead of asking me why all of this, will just throw sticks and stones at me and take their own conclusions.
I just love having a public LJ, really. I feel pretty free.