*sighs* *opens the game*

Nov 20, 2007 01:13

I wish Matt was on Soulseek. I wanted to talk to him.

The song I just heard describes me perfectly. "Takes pills she don't need..."

I feel all kinds of bored and kind of sad right now. Now, sad to the point of crying, just a little bit down-hearted, that's all.

I'm wish I had more Trance here in my bedroom's computer. Trance makes me happy. I might spin some 1200 Mics songs to cheer me up. They never fail to cheer me up.

Went to buy these pills on the pharmacy some days ago, but you need a prescription for them, different from Benadryl, that they sell like Aspirin 'round here. They sounded like fun though. Too sad it didn't work.

Maybe I'll visit "Anvisa" and see what else I can find.

*goes to Anvisa site*

Oh, I didn't know Dorflex made you hallucinate. Interesting to know, really. Over-the-counter stuff. Just like Vicky's 44E. I tried it once, and, it made me feel like I was drunk. Pretty fun.

And Dorflex is ridiculously cheap. 3 bucks for 10 pills, 7 for 30. If I could find a threshold for these...

I can imagine what most of you are all thinking right now, but, please, don't think. I'm fine. I just got invaded by this urge to go search for something. I'll probably don't do a thing, because I made a promise, to someone that means a lot to me right now. Promised that person I wouldn't be going to pharmacies, like that place is a tripper's supermarket. No more Dryll sessions for me, what makes me half-happy, half sad.

But mommy gave 150 to spend on records tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a good day. Or, at least, I hope it'll be. I might get me a Donovan record. Donovan rocks. Also, I'll get me that Demis Roussos DVD I've been with my eyes on for a while. Three hours of Demis goodness.

I hope I find some Who or Monkees. Some days ago I saw "Quick One" on vinyl. 90 bucks. I might save money to buy this and their debut one as well, that's 100.

I feel so bored and... clean. Except for my alcohol 'adventures', I've been clean for more than two months now. When did life start to get so plain?

Something tells me I should get me some happy pills, really.

Yay! Matt is on! Life is less plain now =D

music, feelings, drugs, matt, vinyls

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