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contradictions.
one moment im happy and the next moment i wanna hang myself.
from this to that in a split second. for no reason at all.
i probably wont go out tonight, for my own goodwill.
alcohol numbs the mind, but increases the sorrow.
i wisely threw away my stanleyknife, but i'll always find a way to hurt myself physically.
and i wanna prevent myself from doing so.
by not going out/read: drink myself into non excistance. litteraly.
i went to town this afternoon and couldnt help buying another skirt/tights/hairthingy.
trying to make a zombie look good (...)
ah. stop the selfpity.
im gonna play some keyboard now.
booohooooo.
whiny bitch needs a kick in the rear.
one moment im happy and the next moment i wanna hang myself.
from this to that in a split second. for no reason at all.
i probably wont go out tonight, for my own goodwill.
alcohol numbs the mind, but increases the sorrow.
i wisely threw away my stanleyknife, but i'll always find a way to hurt myself physically.
and i wanna prevent myself from doing so.
by not going out/read: drink myself into non excistance. litteraly.
i went to town this afternoon and couldnt help buying another skirt/tights/hairthingy.
trying to make a zombie look good (...)
ah. stop the selfpity.
im gonna play some keyboard now.
booohooooo.
whiny bitch needs a kick in the rear.