LIFE!

Mar 03, 2004 00:55

life is such a huge word. SO MUCH THAT GOES INTO IT! LIFE IS EVERYTHING! U LIVE BY IT U HAVE IT THINGS HAPPEN 2 YOU.. and sometimes things happen that you wish you could just.. rewind and erase it from your memory. in life things are usually aight for me. but this is the first time where i feel that i want to go back and push the rewind button.. it's my turn. because, i don't know what to do... i mean you got to go through the tough times and move on and deal with things and accept things for what goes on. but i don't know how to becuase this is something i thought i was never gonna have to experience... and now i know the feeling people do get when they say there going through a bad stage in there life. because living in a girls life is not something you want to go through. right now i wish i was a guy. they got it so easily. life. love. just everything you think that it's not true that we have worste lifes then them but it is. so much more goes on with us. u hear storys about girls being raped and the majoritie of people comiting suicide comes from girls. We go through a lot.. we have and we always will. its not easy being male or female. and being in your teenage years.. makes it its worte. sometimes i feel that there is no point of geting back up again and moving on. because i feel there is no point and noting which can motivate me with all the frustration i am currently going through. i wish i had a boyfriend right now to comfort me and be there by my side. love me take care of me. just be there and have his comfort. RIGHT NOW I CANT STAND GUYS! AFTER ONE EXPERIENCE WITH SOMEONE I LIKED! DAMn!!!!! fuck it really sucks. because i mean i love guys a lot. i am BOY CRAZY BUT RIGHT NOW I COULD FUCK THEm. ITS called lets hook up USERS! cant some just accept you and treat u with fucking respect. i dont know but seriously that what makes me so upset. that is one of the reasons cuz i am just so tired of it. but that is only a bit nothing really to the real reaosn which is making me feel soooooo gross right now..

well i dont know what to do so coment for tips cuz right now i am climbing a mountain and i falll.. and i catch a part of a clif. and grab on and i wanna keep hanging but i dont know how to.. comment for help! DEAR GOD <33333
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