I feel like the toy life keeps wanting to play with.

[ujsalam]

I want to stop loving her, I have got to stop loving her, but I cannot. This whole tragic and discombobulating experience has been going on for a couple of years now. Ya, I know, I am pathetic. If that was not all, I have the PSAT and SAT coming up, and AP Chemistry is soooooo incredibly hard. I just want to survive this year, although I know next year will be even tougher, since all my classes will be AP.

"Thou are sole in bliss, but I am bound upon a wheel of fire that mine own tears do scold like molten lead. Pray do not mock me; for I am a foolish, fond old man. To deal plainly, I fear I am not in my perfect mind." -Shakespeare