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I hate fucking writing when i'm angry. But it's a nice way to record the feeling. being really mad is like being high. you just don't the feeling to end. and i hate fucking people who complain about stupid shit. but that's what i'm about to do, so i guess i'm a phony. and i guess that's fucking fine with me because the whole world is goddamn phony. and right now feeling like i'm a part of something is pretty fucking comforting.
Screw the goddamn motherfucking asshole ex-nazi bullshit "parents." It's like being in a fucking prison. there isn't any goddamn escape. i don't ever wanna see them again, i swear to fucking god. and fuck relogion and it's bullshit mind numbing hold on people. Shit needs to change now, or i'm gonna go fucking crazy. I can't take anymore more of this goddamn parental bullshit anymore. I hope they have to go through half the goddamn bullshit they put me through, fucking bastards. What the hell were they thinking having children. I would have rather never been fucking born. College really isn't going to change shit. i'm too fucking close. seeing as i'm fucking 18, i'm thinking if i just fucking leave and get out there isn't much they can do. I hope i never have to fucking deal with their bullshit again. I need to pack and get out of this fucking place. I wish i had the balls to tell it to their face. goddamn control whores. I can't fucking believe they think their entitled to my motherfucking goddamn respect. fuck 'em. they better realize they need to work for that shit. I'm not a goddamn motherfucking robot. I wanna do something so goddamn crazy. I wanna beat the fuck out of someone. Goddamn motherfucking foreign ideals. how the fuck did they expect me to follow their goddamn bullshit ideals while they raised me in fucking america? did they not think i would use a fucking brain of my own? well screw them. I'm gonna use my fucking mind and there isn't shit anyone can do about it. i still need to fucking escape though. and work is a goddamn bitch, mostly because i work for the goddamn motherfucking queen of bullshit. screw her too. why the fuck do people think they can make me do crazy shit? does it say motherfucking bitch on my forehead? fuck her for thinking so. that job was such a fucking bad idea. I wonder how fucking long it will take till shit starts to work out for me.
And what the hell is wrong with the goddamn world? Why the fuck can't people see that we need a goddamn place to live. stop ruining the planet, goddamn bastards. get with it. goddamn politics and fucking rich ass greedy motherfuckers. share the wealth bastards, we all need to live. and screw people that can't use their own mind. and screw attention whores. i guess we're all fucking attention whores. i guess that a part of being human, knowing that our existence is known. that's why we write shit down, so other people can read it and know that the shit that happened, happened to someone. i don't even fucking know. and bless goddamn motherfucking holden caufield and raskilnikov and steve zissou and fry and bender and the superman we fucking knew and mary fucking poppins and women.
FUCK IT ALL.
Screw the goddamn motherfucking asshole ex-nazi bullshit "parents." It's like being in a fucking prison. there isn't any goddamn escape. i don't ever wanna see them again, i swear to fucking god. and fuck relogion and it's bullshit mind numbing hold on people. Shit needs to change now, or i'm gonna go fucking crazy. I can't take anymore more of this goddamn parental bullshit anymore. I hope they have to go through half the goddamn bullshit they put me through, fucking bastards. What the hell were they thinking having children. I would have rather never been fucking born. College really isn't going to change shit. i'm too fucking close. seeing as i'm fucking 18, i'm thinking if i just fucking leave and get out there isn't much they can do. I hope i never have to fucking deal with their bullshit again. I need to pack and get out of this fucking place. I wish i had the balls to tell it to their face. goddamn control whores. I can't fucking believe they think their entitled to my motherfucking goddamn respect. fuck 'em. they better realize they need to work for that shit. I'm not a goddamn motherfucking robot. I wanna do something so goddamn crazy. I wanna beat the fuck out of someone. Goddamn motherfucking foreign ideals. how the fuck did they expect me to follow their goddamn bullshit ideals while they raised me in fucking america? did they not think i would use a fucking brain of my own? well screw them. I'm gonna use my fucking mind and there isn't shit anyone can do about it. i still need to fucking escape though. and work is a goddamn bitch, mostly because i work for the goddamn motherfucking queen of bullshit. screw her too. why the fuck do people think they can make me do crazy shit? does it say motherfucking bitch on my forehead? fuck her for thinking so. that job was such a fucking bad idea. I wonder how fucking long it will take till shit starts to work out for me.
And what the hell is wrong with the goddamn world? Why the fuck can't people see that we need a goddamn place to live. stop ruining the planet, goddamn bastards. get with it. goddamn politics and fucking rich ass greedy motherfuckers. share the wealth bastards, we all need to live. and screw people that can't use their own mind. and screw attention whores. i guess we're all fucking attention whores. i guess that a part of being human, knowing that our existence is known. that's why we write shit down, so other people can read it and know that the shit that happened, happened to someone. i don't even fucking know. and bless goddamn motherfucking holden caufield and raskilnikov and steve zissou and fry and bender and the superman we fucking knew and mary fucking poppins and women.
FUCK IT ALL.