Another change on the way...
It takes losing someone to realize exactly how much they truly mean to you. I lost Paul last week, and since then, I've been desperately spiraling through depression and hopelessness. I knew that I had made a mistake. I knew that I still wanted to be with Paul. I shouldn't have broken the relationship, but tried instead to mend it. We had a talk last night, and we're going to try to patch things up. It's going to be weird for awhile, but eventually, we're going to back and better than ever.