Why?!?!
why the hell cant i be perfect like pigl?!?! its funny b/c she is everything im not! EVERYONE TREATS HER DIFFERENT... not just guys... but even my parents... she can do no wrong... she is skinny (yet somehow manages to have boobs and an ass... im a freaking fatass and i still dont have boobs!!!!!! wtf???!!!) ontop of being skinny she has blue eyes and loooooooooooong dark lashes (i have short light ones and brown eyes) she is taller than me and has long legs and she is out going and everyone loves her.... like i said before... she can do NO wrong... my mom asked her to clean the bathroom the other day *btw it was all her nasty mess that she makes trying to find the perfect outfit to go out with all her perfect little friends* but yea she didnt do it and its been a week and the bathroom is still a mess... my mom told her that if she didnt do it she couldnt go out; she got to go out that night without doing anything... then she got to go out for the rest of the week. my mom asked me to fold laundry... ive done it twice this week... my sister did another load of laundry today and i was at david's house. when i returned with david to eat asado argentino at my house i told my mom i would be going back to david's house she told me i couldnt go until i folded the laundry... THE BATHROOM STILL ISNT CLEAN... im home *laundry folded* and pigl is out watching fireworks... pigl cant do any wrong because she is perfect... i cant hold it against her... i wish i was like her... but another thing. while at dinner my dad made fun of my weight and tried to grab my fat... whatever... i dont care IM A FATASS!!! i mean i dont want to be... but i cant lose weight for some reason... i guess being fat is just another one of my multitude of problems... w/e i figure we all die in the end and maybe in heaven i'll have a straight cute little turned up nose, small waist, big boobs, blue eyes, long legs, out going personality, tan skin, long finger nails, cute feet, long black eye lashes, and perfect teeth... but who knows when that will be... it's said that time flies... but thats only when you're having fun