Jun 19, 2007 10:36
3 items.
1. The Dress
2. The Blog
3. The Pills
1. The Dress: Attention! I have cut the fabric. Repeat! The fabric HAS BEEN CUT. I am going ahead with it. Damn the torpedos and full speed ahead!
2. The Blog: Now that I am down to one blog, i'm lonely. I increasingly try to convince myself that my friends are too young for me. Perhaps I just need additional friends. In the meantime, I am searching for blogs about women in their 50's, who DON'T TALK ABOUT ILLNESS, MEMORY LAPSE, GRANDCHILDREN, HUSBANDS OR mushy stuff.
3. The Pills: I went the last two days on 5 hours of sleep. I feel my brain is saying, " come on, come on, hurry up."
The negative voice is really loud and I've taken to saying 'shut up' outloud in my house when I'm by myself. I did that when I was full of anxiety over people or new pill side effects. If this is what this new med does, I don't like it. I'll give it one more week.
4. Speaking of people. Where is that person? Was I too negative and that person wants to stay away from me? Am I just TOO WEIRD? Don't answer that. I dread faire this summer. How can I ever reconcile these two worlds?