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just when i thought everything was getting better, bryan starts being an ass again. i thought i could handle everything but once he told me he likes her a whole lot more then he ever liked me, everything came crashing down
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i wish i could give them to you.
i wish that i could grab God by his beard and say, "hey, send her some answers because she's losing hope."
but i can't.
he doesn't work on our time, he works when it's needed...
i always remind myself of that in the midst of pain and sorrow.
"when will i get out of this? when will i stop hurting? when will things make sense again?"
it amazes me how i ask our Father all of these questions everyday, while knowing that in Heaven time doesn't exist, it's all just infinate.
it's a hard concept to understand, but try really hard, and pray that God will reveal that truth to you... and you'll be in shock.
because once you surrender to the fact that God has everything in control and His timing is perfect, you wont be afraid.
this will all work out.
i promise.
ending your life before you allow Christ to use all of you, isn't worth it.
this world needs you jess.
you wouldn't be here if it didn't.
stay strong.
and faithful.
and everything that it is so hard to be when life seems so dead....
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call me.
tell me how you are.
i love you always.
i miss you.
i wish i saw more of you.
i am always here if you need anything.
in Him.
- P
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