the day was hard... but the night got so much betttter <3
i was about to smoke a cigarette, thinking that he was just going to go from SC back to his dorm. My dog comes up all excited to me and starts to whine in a way he gets when someone arives to my house, so that made me think someone was outside. indeed it be him. i was hoping all day that he would just surprise me and just come over. Suposedly he was trying to find my window, which being the dork he is, is in the front of the house, he went to the back. I came out though so find him stumbling back into my front yard. i was seriously happpy! i missed him a lot. we sat and watched degrassi and clueless. and then i sprayed my tile floor with pledge and we started throwing my dogs ball at the front door making my dog slide everywhere. very good and funny stuff. then i told him and my sis that i could do the moonwalk.... they didnt believe me.. but oh did i prove them wrong. teaching tyler how do that was the most hardest thing i have ever done in my entire life. but then we just sat and watched more of Degrassi and i was falling alseep. we came into my room and he played the song(s) he had wrote for me on my guitar. it was so peaceful, i almost fell asleep. i actually was on the verge of being asleep, but he had to go. i love listening to his voice. I laid my head closer so i could hear him better and i felt safe and just really happy. i wish i had better words to discribe it. all i know is that i enjoyed it 193257982 xs more hearing him play it in person, then listening to it over my computer. when he sent it to me, i cried. awww its so beautiful. thank you honey <3
tomorrow i go in for registration and possibly orientation at Fullerton. wow! its happening soo fast! none of this would be happening at my moms house. i wouldnt be driving till i was 18 but i would have had a car. i wouldnt be starting school till January. I wouldnt be getting my ID probably till ever. ive never had my birth certificate till recently or my ss card oooorrrr my health card.
i am happy.
"oh my darling, how i love you"
sing to me again, soon, please?
tomorrow i go in for registration and possibly orientation at Fullerton. wow! its happening soo fast! none of this would be happening at my moms house. i wouldnt be driving till i was 18 but i would have had a car. i wouldnt be starting school till January. I wouldnt be getting my ID probably till ever. ive never had my birth certificate till recently or my ss card oooorrrr my health card.
i am happy.
"oh my darling, how i love you"
sing to me again, soon, please?