sundays are gay.
thanks for doing my journal laura. you are my hero SWEETHEART lol <3333333
friday i went to laurens to tell her bye because i thought she was leaving saturday. turned out she was leaving sunday at 6. so i was happy. too bad my bitch mother wouldn't let me see her yesterday night to say bye. so i had to tell her bye and everything online, kinda gay. i hate talking online cause you never get the "full effect" lol. anways after i saw lauren friday laura and i went to my grammas to spend the night. we ate watched movies talk, you know =) she left around 1030 the saturday to get her hair did. i went home a little after that. got into a fight w/ my mom and then went to ryans. we chilled for awhile & had fun! he's one of the coolesty guys i know. laterr he walked me home and i went to laura's for like a half an hour to talk. then i went home argued with my mom again and got online and did whatever. some fun satuday night right? this year has pretty much sucked allllll yeaaar. later that night my aunts boyfriend called my mom and told her she had a heartattack. shes only 39 and should not be having heartattacks. but she is over-weight so that could be the main cause of it. then she checked herself out AMA [against medical advice, which means they wanted her to stay and take more tests] but she lives in DC and didn't wanna be in a DC hospital over night. so she peaced out. my was really worried about that. and then around 1130-12 that same night my uncle from MD called and said his wife had been admitted to ICU [intensive care unit] that night. my moms soo worried about that. shes on oxygen because she can't breathe for herself and shes halucenating [sp] she told the doctors and stuff if she stops breathing she doesn't wanna be restarted, like they can restart your heart if you die. she doesn't want that, which is really weird. just everything lately is wayy to much. i can't take it all. i'm going to explode. its soo much. i just don't know about anything anymore. =\ and i haven't done anything today but watch tv and talk online and the phone...all day. sounds fun right? lol
[ .01. ] first name: Amanda.
[ .02. ] middle name: Michelle.
[ . 03. ] last name: Martin.
[ .04. ] nickname(s): mams, mami, mami martin, mammal, beast and martini.
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] birthday: November 8th 1989.
[ .07. ] height: something like 5'3
[ .08. ] hair color: brown
[ .09. ] eye color: bright green
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nothing
[ .011. ] do you have braces: nope
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: medium length i guess
[ .013. ] where were you born: greensboro, nc.
[ .014. ] current location: westridge [the hood =\]
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: scorpio
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: pretty much english but some spanish
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: soo much more spanish, and latin
[ .018. ] bad habits: talking soo much w/ my hands =) lol
[ .019. ] piercing you have: two in each ears, and my cartlage
[ .020. ] piercing you want: bellybutton
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: nothing
[ .023. ] today: borrrrrrring ..sunday
[ .024. ] today's date: march 6th, 2005
[ .025. ] the time: 552 pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: i suppose.
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: kim
[ .028. ] father's name: todd
[ .029. ] brother's name: stepbrothers, daniel and steven
[ .030. ] sister's name: elizabeth and jennifer and my half sister, hailey.
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: don't really have one
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: my moms brother chris
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: maw maw =)
[ .036. ] worst relative: some of my cousins can be pretty weird, but they aren't the "worst"
[ .037. ] best relative: maw maw =)
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: for the most part
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you? i guess
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yep
[ .041. ] what are their names: i have no idea
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: a buncha fishes
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: mhm
[ .044. ] did you drop out: noo dumbass
[ .045. ] current gpa: like i know..
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th sadly lol
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 5th grade
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: this year, mrs.ragsdale
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: in the beginning of the year it was mr.dominguez and mr.allen but they're straight now lol.
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math by far
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy it yo
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: field hockey & softball
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: nope
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: i guess..
[ .056. ] favorite dance: homecoming was fun & so was the 8th grade dance =)
[ .057. ] favorite memory: sixflags buss ride
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: anything i can remember is pretty funny lol
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: ..yeah
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: i don't get embarassed.
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 7 and 12
[ .062. ] letter: R
[ .063. ] shoes: adidas
[ .064. ] saying(s): WEIRD ASS & bitch
[ .065. ] TV show: real world/road rules, 7th heaven, boy meets world, smallville
[ .066. ] sport: field hockey, softball
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrot
[ .068. ] fruit: peaches
[ .069. ] movie: the notebook & the village
[ .070. ] magazine: lots
[ .071. ] actor: chad michael murray <33333333
[ .072. ] actress: angelina joline [sp on her last name]
[ .073. ] candy: skittles
[ .074. ] gum: orbit
[ .075. ] scent: hollister, abercrombie, britney spears, anything bath & body works, ae.
[ .076. ] candy bar: cookies and cream
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: pink =)
[ .079. ] season: summer
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas
[ .081. ] band: taking back sunday<3
[ .082. ] singer: usher
[ .083. ] group: whats the difference between a group and a band?
[ .084. ] rapper: eminem
[ .085. ] type of music: rap, hip hop, r&b, countryyyy<3 & punk..weird mix.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my bed
[ .087. ] place to be: out
[ .089. ] tv channel: MTV
[ .090. ] junk food: cotton candy
[ .091. ] overall food: wings
[ .092. ] store: abercrombie, hollister, ae, forever21, pacsun
[ .093. ] hangout: there's not really one anymore.
[ .094. ] fast food: taco bell even though their commercials gross the fuck outta me.
[ .095. ] restaurant: applebees, romas, sakura
[ .096. ] shape: star
[ .097. ] time of day: night
[ .098. ] country: puerto rico, usa, italy
[ .099. ] state: north carolina or florida
[ .100. ] boys name: blake, ryan, tommy
[ .101. ] girls name: kylie, kaelea
[ .102. ] mall: potomac?
[ .103. ] video game: halo 2 bitches lol
[ .104. ] shampoo: herbal essences
[ .105. ] board game: i don't have one.
[ .106. ] computer game: same wit this
[ .107. ] car: something pink and FASTT
[ .108. ] music video: the broken road
[ .109. ] swear word: fuck or bitch
[ .110. ] word: weird ass =)
[ .111. ] month: summer monthes
[ .112. ] cartoon character: spongebob
[ .113. ] scary movie: the ring
[ .114. ] team: cowboyys are where its at
[ .115. ] possession: hm?
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: soo hott
[ .117. ] dog: huu mine died.
[ .118. ] hot: summer <3
[ .119. ] britney spear: very pretty
[ .120. ] nsync: justin timberlake
[ .121. ] real world: i'm going to be on that shit =)
[ .122. ] orange: bright!
[ .123. ] choice: school
[ .124. ] fuck: me
[ .125. ] bisexual: weird
[ .126. ] black: sneaking out
[ .127. ] ice: cold
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: lol
[ .129. ] linkin park: good music
[ .130. ] jack: ass
[ .131. ] rainbow: pretttttttyy
[ .133. ] cucumber: crunchy
[ .134. ] shark: tale
[ .135. ] lifehouse: Full House
[ .136. ] bat: balls
[ .137. ] leather: car
[ .138. ] whip: kinkyyyyyy
[ .139. ] america: free
[ .140. ] water: summer
[ .141. ] volcano: die
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rap
[ .143. ] rock or pop: pop
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: r&b
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: limp bizkit
[ .153. ] tool or korn: i dunnoo
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: jennifer lopez
[ .155. ] hot or cold: hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: enimen
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn manson
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: i have no idea who they are
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: football
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowborading
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding..even though this really reminds me of when mike heath rollerbladed over to my house lol.
[ .169. ] black or white: white
[ .170. ] orange or red: orange
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: niether
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: dino
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: ..weird
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: niether
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos
[ .184. ] prep or punk: prep
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nopeeeee
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: of course
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yeahh
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: i suppose
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: too many lol
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: this boy named garrett lol
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: mm probably enough
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: its not that i've had a broken heart but ONE boy hurt me i don't usually get attached or put myself out there.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: i have nothing corny to say lol.
[ .195. ] so what is your crush like: everything <3
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: nope
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: ..
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: ...
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: mhm
[ .202. ] are you still friends: of course
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: nope
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: not at all, i have once though.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: never
[ .206. ] how about a little x: these ?'s are weird lol.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nooooooooo
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: soo gross
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: hahah yeah
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yayuh!
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none!
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: mhm
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some: awhile ago
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: yeah
[ .216. ] sky dive: yes
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: mhm
[ .218. ] scuba dive: sure
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: maybe
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: haha yeah
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no its not how i roll
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
[ .223. ] cross-dress: haha as a joke sure
[ .224. ] lie to the police: mhm
[ .225. ] run from the police: i've done that soo many times lol
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yeah
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: i've done that before too
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: naa
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: lol yea, done it.
[ .230. ] streak: maybe
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] bestest friend: laura
[ .232. ] known longest: megan
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: amanda krauss & dusty
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: dusty
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: enough
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: ha i'm sure she knows lol
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: laura
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': kinda
[ .239. ] craziest: amanda k. kaelea or amanda m.
[ .240. ] loudest: me =) or amanda k.
[ .241. ] shyest: lindsey if you don't know her.
[ .242. ] best hair: amanda m.
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: any of those weirdos.
[ .244. ] best eyes: meg m.
[ .243. ] best body: they're all hot
[ .246. ] most athletic: laura
[ .247. ] sex symbol: baby girl kiki lol
[ .248. ] hot tempered: me defenitely
[ .249. ] most impatient: amanda k. probably
[ .250. ] shortest: meg m. me jamie r. or lindsey
[ .251. ] tallest: robyn m. & amanda m.
[ .252. ] talented: jamie r. or lauren r.
[ .253. ] best singer: ME DUUH ..syke
[ .254. ] skinniest: amanda k. or amanda m.
[ .255. ] nicest: jamie and meg.
[ .256. ] best personality: laura
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: lauren r ...lol jk
HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: noo
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: mhm
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yeahh
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope, almost..i can talk myself outta anything.
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yea
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: in the bath lol
[ .265. ] stolen anything: mhm
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no?
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: mhm
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: duuh
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yayuh
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: i wish
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: ya, once
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: mhm
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nope
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yeah
[ .276. ] been to another country: no
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: everyday
[ .278. ] got pulled over: yeah
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes
[ .280. ] broke a law: mhm
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: ya
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: noooooo
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: lots lol
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: yeah
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: noope
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: hahah yeah
0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: loves it
[ .288. ] about boy bands: 90's
[ .289. ] about flag burning: its wrong
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: i dunno
[ .291. ] about suicide: your life is not that bad, there's no excuse.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: idc
[ .293. ] about abortion: its their choice
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: it hurts my ears
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: a husband. nice house. and a good job.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: probably laura still.
W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: party with laura, kealea, lauren, amanda & lindsey
[ .298. ] yesterday: hungout w/ ryan.
[ .299. ] last weekend: sleepover at laurens w/ 15 girls and got in trouble w/ the cops lol
[ .300. ] christmas: hungout w/ my family
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: ateee
[ .302. ] new year's: slept over at laurens and zac tj and andy were there
[ .303. ] halloween: gayy, didn't go trick or treating cause people said we were too old lol
[ .304. ] easter: idk
[ .305. ] valentine's day: chilled
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: chips
[ .307. ] thing you drank: water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: jeans
[ .309. ] place you went: lauras
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: catlage
[ .311. ] person you saw: my sister
[ .312. ] person you kissed: lol
[ .313. ] person you fxcked: no one
[ .314. ] person you talked to: laura & amanda
[ .315. ] song you heard: truly madly deeply
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: same here lol
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: jeans, tshirt..same old
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] hat: nahh
[ .321. ] listening to: music
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: amanda and laura
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: its annoying now lol
Y or N
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: sure
[ .326. ] are you a bxtch: at times
[ .327. ] are you artistic: no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: no
[ .330. ] can you ski: no
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: no
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: y
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: n
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: n[ .337. ] are you straight: y
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: probably
[ .339. ] are you nice: mhm
[ .340. ] are you naughty: o yea
[ .341. ] are you short: hell yes
[ .342. ] are you tall: n
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: n
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no
[ .346. ] are you evil : n
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yaaa
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: n
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: n
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: y
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: n
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: n
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: lOl
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: yEs!
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